Tell me why

What are they? Your feeling

What are they? I love you so much

But I hate this suffocating feeling

- Wonder Girls, Why So Lonely Why So Lonely (2016) Lyrics: Hyelim, Sunmi, Yubin, Hong Ji-Sang / Composers: Hyelim, Sunmi, Yubin, Hong Ji-Sang / Arrangements: Hong Ji-Sang

He would come in the middle of the night. Disguised by his decade-old sweater and an out of dates coat so people won't suspect. He would knocks for 3 times, always 3 times, before unlocking the door on his own because he knows very well her door code. She didn't understand why he should did that everytime. It was to respect her privacy, who knows that she was changing clothes when he come in, he reasoned before. She didn't mind actually, because they would always ended up when the sun comes up. Then he would leave silently, he always get to leave without waking her up from her good night sleep that she rarely had without him around, leaving her with only a memory of hot steamy night and a smell of his mint scented shampoo on her pillow. She never complain about it, the lack of time make her believe that it’s good enough that they were in a real relationship at least.

She would sent him a thousand messages a day. Wh