Kyungsoo: I just came back but I was worried to wake Mom up from sleeping so I went in a silence in my room to change my clothes. I was so happy that day. I had a lot of fun and I did thank God a lot that Jongin did not notice that my ball size changed. It was a relief. I went to my bed trying to sleep, but I couldn't because I kept thinking of Jongin. I wish I was a girl, because we would have been the cutest couple ever-No if he was the girl because he said that I'm perfect to a girl. Ah really what am I talking about this will never happen; the only thing that can happen is for me and him to date and be gays👬 but no because if Mom knew she would never talk to me again and it will be so painful to her, and Dad would kill me because he wants me to marry Sarah for her money. Ah I'm in dreamland I'm living I'm dreaming everyday ah I'm driven through problems because of this Jongin. I can never be a girl because the sky has a limit. I'm just living in a dream land ah why do I feel something so heavy in me I need to message Sarah. It must be hard on her that i ignore her a lot. 
From: Kyungsoo Oppa👫
To: Sarah❤
Hey Sarah I missed you so much really I cant sleep cause I'm thinking about you just so much. I miss your funny stupid jokes and your smile that makes the sun shine and I miss your warm hug haha and how did I forget your fluffy red lips that was made for me. I know you will think I'm drunk but I'm not. I'm your innocent Kyungsoo. Lets go out on a date Friday night at 8:00. We can go to eat dinner then to a cinema to watch a movie together, but it has to be scary, so you can be holding my hand a lot, and then I will go buy you an early birthday gift. Babe I want to be with you; you know I need you because we are not like before. I need you now so we can love each other more. As I'm the man, I need to take good care of you. Goodnight i hope you're dreaming of me now😙sweetdreams the thing I want to do now 💏
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I'm sure she will be smiling when she reads it haha I'm finally romantic. I will sleep now 
-NEXT DAY, 6:00 AM IN SEOUL, IN KYUNGSOO HOME
O-ma: Kyungsoo Kyungsoo wake up now *talking in a really weak voice*
Kyungsoo: O-ma leave me I want to sleep now; I slept late yesterday so please let me just rest for some time really ah why are you so annoying 
O-ma: Son i really need you now 
Kyungsoo:*I opened my eyes and found moms eyes red and her face was so red and tears falling from her eyes* O-ma whats wrong are you okay and who are those workers whats happening? 
O-ma: Son your dad.... you know yesterday you did not find any money in your credit card? Dad had a lot of debt and we did not know he used all the money on poker and drinking. We don't have any money now so we will go to your grandmothers house Kyungsoo your dad told me that you're going to marry Sarah or ...*she started crying more* or he will take you from me 
Kyungsoo: HAHHAA DO YOU THINK I AM A TOY TO YOU GUYS I'M 19 STILL IN HIGH SCHOOL WHAT DO YOU THINK I AM TO YOU I HATE YOU BOTH LEAVE ME ALONE *Kyungsoo was screaming at his mom*
O-ma: YA WHATS THAT YOU TALKING ABOUT DO YOU THINK ITS EASY ON ME I'M DOING MY BEST TO MAKE YOU HAPPY THEN YOU COME AND TELL ME THIS 
Kyungsoo:*hugged his mom* I'm sorry I was just so confused sorry. I am the man I need to support you, so I will be starting a part time job with 1,000,000₩ (843$) a month
O-ma: WHAT FROM WHERE WHATS THIS WORK
kyungsoo: O-ma hahaha its a job from Jongin, my friend. He will be making me deliver wine.
O-ma: Are you sure 
Kyungsoo: Yes and O-ma can I sleep at his house because he lives alone and he did say it was alright
O-ma: ah yeah okay if you would like to
Kyungsoo:YES I WILL VISIT YOU EVERY SATURDAY
O-ma:ya why are you so happy
A worker: madame can we take the furniture of this room 
O-ma : okay but wait please 5 minutes Kyungsoo take your clothes and have them in an travling bag 
Kyungsoo:yes okay
Kyungsoo: O-ma I finished and it's 6:45 I need to go to school
O-ma : okay I will drive you to school and I will put our clothes in the car 
Kyungsoo: okay lets go mom. Will you wait for me outside of the school all day?
O-ma: no i will go to a cafe and wait 
Kyungsoo: I have 357₩ take it if you want 
O-ma : I'm sorry I will be talking money from my young boy. Your dad is chilling out happy with girls and I'm here upset in the car. It was going to be such a lonely day without you, but I have you these mother ers are here the workers that are making me and my son in streets looking for a house and making my young son work. I'm sorry I can't do anything about it, but I will look for a job also *kissed me on my cheek*
Kyungsoo: I'll be fine; just go. Here is the money I'm going now. Take care okay 
O-ma: Okay. I love you.