Even though many days will passed me by, but I'll still mourn and grieve for the loss of a loved one. It's because you were the loved one that I loss too early while you were still young and had so much that was still ahead for you. I'll remember you and know that to me, nothing compares to you.

Just this once, Jonghyun lives. He is found in the nick of time by a time traveler who has no idea how she got there, how she found him, and she doesn't speak a of Korean.  A story that references Orpheus and Eurydice and surmounts the distance between the land of the living and the underworld.

I don’t know why I am writing this. It was just a thought that came to me just a few hours ago so here it is. Honestly, I feel as if my grieving state, just like my mind on a normal day, was all over the place. Originally this was only going to be written for me to re read later on but I thought, why not share it. It’s about to be New Years. Let’s get it all out the best way we can. Mine is writing.

For anyone who has ever felt like they can't breathe properly, inspired by Kim Jonghyun.

You did well. You are doing well. I'm so proud of you.      Rest in peace my lovely Jonghyunnie ;'(

For the first time in years, Jonghyun finally has a day off. Instead of spending it out, he wants some quality time with himself to ponder over his feelings and look back on his memories. He comes to the conclusion that he just wants to rest today.     [A/N]: A humble tribute to Jonghyun.

"A star that shined brightly on stage for 10 years, now a star of the skies." May the darkness vanish from your side and let the light shine with you from now on and forevermore.

Kim Jonghyun was a beloved singer, songwriter, artist, and KPop entertainer. Sadly, the weight of the world was too much for him to bear and he departed at the tender age of 27.   Esther Gray is your typical, average, American, young woman. She definitely has some quirks to her personality, but given the trials she has been through in life, she could care less what others may think of her. Despite living in America, she has been a fan of KPop music and Korean culture for five years. S

This is a final thank you to Kim Jong-Hyung.

I just want to write how I feel about Jonghyun so I wrote one shot story 

Breathe in deeply Until both sides of your chest Get numb Exhale more Until they start to hurt a little Until you feel like There’s nothing left inside of you It’s okay if your breath gets short No one is blaming you You can make mistakes from time to time Everyone else does too If I tell you “it’s alright” I know that they’re only words When someone sighs How can I u

  To Jonghyun, You were one of the people that kept me strong all those years ago, I wish I could have been yours.

Goodbye Kim JongHyun

This is a short one shot dedicated to the talented, wonderful artist who was taken from us too soon.   There is no plot. It is just what I hope his decision to end his life has brought him. Peace, happiness, and love.       If you are suffering from depression. Please seek help. Contact your local hotline. Talk to family, or friends. Just please, don't fight on your own.

In which I use writing as a coping method to react to Jonghyun's death. I haven't cried once since I heard the news, but all this sadness is building up in me. Writing is the only way I can express my feelings towards Jonghyun. This is nothing more than a Shawol expressing her feeling towards her beloved Jjong who have helped her coped depression and a thank you letter to Jjong as well. 

A poem for Kim Jonghyun and all those effected by his passing, rest in peace angel.

"You're a special one," he said to me, "Us Kims always are."

Thank You Jonghyun   Yesterday a new star arrived in the sky. A beautiful person has became an angel.   I feel unhappy. Powerless.  

People deal with grief in different ways.  I didn't know Jonghyun personally, only through his music.  But it's still quite sad when a person so young feels so hopeless. I feel for his family.  Especially his sister. This is how I imagine she is coping. Please enjoy...and I hope you're ok too

but right now he's with the stars. watching. shining. happy.  — in memory of kim jonghyun

This poem is a bit different. It is dedicated to Kim Jonghyun, who unfortunately passed away today. May he rest in peace. ( This contains two poems. )

Goodbye my star. Let's see each other next time.

I have a letter to write and so do you.      

We all loved him, and we all remember him. I just wished he knew how much we did. Therefore, I am sorry, Jonghyun.

Jonghyun is on tour and Kibum couldn't help but go crazy, missing him.

At three past eleven, Jonghyun sees a girl with beautiful black hair standing by the window looking at the full moon. The smile in her face has captivated him and her voice sounds so reassuring to his ears. Even days have passed, the memory of that night stays on his mind like crystal clear. But, why does she look so sad? And the most important thing is, who is she?

In a span of a few months so many things had change - in our lives, in our group, and in us.

  minhyun, one of youtube's more famous cover artist, constantly mentions his boyfriend no one has seen and now they've started to doubt his existence. jonghyun, his boyfriend, ends up attending a gig with him to relay the message that he does, indeed, exist. alcohol and disbelief then become the main perpetrators as to why he's suddenly a part of his boyfriend's fanclub. EDIT: sorta kinda edited the first chapter + bonus chapter for y'all as thanks for the love!!

“Welcome to Miss Peregrine’s House of Peculiar Children! Hope you would enjoy your stay here!"   Cast :

"I really can't pretend being straight when I'm hella gay" 

"i told myself to wait and hope  that you will never leave me.  but you did."

Shadowhunters have a hard time nowadays. They have a new "family" member in the Seoul Institute; he is a real troublemaker. But maybe this is the smallest problem, because shadowhunters start to disappear and die, and they realize they cannot trust anybody, not even in the shadowworld or the mundane world.  

Sebuah cerita tentang bagaimana Produce 101 berlangsung dari sudut pandang seorang Lee Daehwi. Bukan, lebih tepatnya tentang kebingungan (dan ketakutan) Lee Daehwi terhadap trainee Pledis, terutama Kang Dongho. "Tatapannya seperti orang yang ingin membunuh satu ruangan, tahu!"

When Jinki realizes he's deadly ill with the Hanahaki disease, he decides to go back in time to prevent his own death by never falling in love. But love is not that easy to avoid.  

This is my first story on aff guys. Sorry if it didn't turned out the way you wanted. Sorry for bad grammar too. Hehehe~ Enjoy!

Cerita tentang ungkapan kekesalan Hwang Minhyun di instagram dan komentar-komentar yang entah kenapa malah melenceng sana-sini.   Another SNS fic

"If only we could walk together again I haven’t forgotten your beautiful voice Your smiling face clearly remains in my memories I miss you, I miss you, I really miss you"

Losing both his parents, Minhyun is forced to take ownership of their coffee shop while caring for his 5 younger brothers, a touching story of 6 siblings supporting each other to the end. OR A revenge story where the eldest brother of 5 plots vengeance against his parent's killers..... in the comforting confines of his parent's coffee shop.

In which Minki is feeling strange but Jonghyun is there. Drabble.

Based on Nu'est W song.. IF YOU..

Taemin stops time on a rainy Wednesday. [Rated M for use of (just a bit, I promise!) profanities.]

Lee Chulgi and Lee Taehoon had great reputations as soldiers, but fate turned against them, and they have little chance to go to another war in the near future.  The family's youngest son always wanted to prove, but he did not have perfect fighting skills like his brother. But Taemin wants to change his fate, and he believes marriage with a rich girl is not the only way to bring honor to his family.

Hwang Minhyun just recalled the memories about his first love.

There is always that one kid who stands from the crowd. In this case Kim Jonghyun was that kid. To everyone Jonghyun was an outsider, to others a punching bag, and a target for rumors. Most people avoided him like the plague, but one day that all changes. Hwang Minhyun, the kingka of Pledis High School, is given a dare: to get Jonghyun in his bed. Will he succeed? (this is not a rated m fanfic)