"You and me, we made a vow.

For better or for worse
I can't believe you let me down
But the proof's in the way it hurts

For months on end I've had my doubts
Denying every tear
I wish this would be over now
But I know that I still need you here

You say I'm crazy
'Cause you don't think I know what you've done
But when you call me baby
I know I'm not the only one

You've been so unavailable
Now sadly I know why
Your heart is unobtainable
Even though Lord knows you kept mine."

Ah. I absolutely love this song, but I hate this song.

There's so much soul and heartbreak. I instantly get mesmerized by the daunting lyrics that still cling into my very core.

But that's the very thing.

That's also why I hate this song so much.

I knew it. I just knew it.

Being in a relationship this long was absolutely too good to be true.

Yunhyeong, Junhoe, and everyone else from iKON aside from Hanbin was absolutely right about relationships. They absolutely .

I walked out of my apartment to get some fresh air. This will hopefully take my