"Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet

Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don't miss you yet

Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?"

-I Hate Everything About You, Three Days Grace

The bathroom is drowning depressing music of all kind as I sit in my bathtub, thinking about you, the heartbreaker.

I recall my lovley girls of 2NE1, Dara, Minzy, and Bom telling me to eat and take care of myself, but I just can't at this moment. I want to, but I can't. I want to cope with my feelings and let my feelings out first. That way, I'll feel a little better and regain my confidence and know that I can move on without simply ignoring this painful feeling.

As I am deep in thought, I realize that it is already 5AM in the morning. How long has it been already?

"Under your spell again.
I can't say no to you.
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