Not a chapter
It hurtsJust feeling angsty in the middle of night and tried to be a poet (which fail a big time) while looking at the moon (crap! There's no moon tonight. Not even a single star. *facepalm*)
I didn't make this random scribble for this fic, just wanted to post it somewhere, so it has nothing to do with this fic, but in case one day the chapters somehow seemed relevant, yeah... let time decide :)
But, I bet somehow it relevant with this fic in some way. Ah well... let's just wait and see
THE BOND
Between us, there is a bond...
A strong bond...
Too strong that it choke me...
It choke me out breath...
It choke me out of life...
I tried to break it...
To rip it apart so it could never tie me again...
But I couldn't...
And I still can't...
The bond is like an invisible rope...
Just because it can't be seen, doesn't mean it isn't there...
It just make it stronger...
For you can never hurt what you can't see...
I hate that invisible rope...
It always yank me and draw me to you...
Even when you were waiting to hurt me...
I can never run from you...
Even if I try, I will always come back...
I will always rebound back to the same spot...
To you...
SEPARATION
It has been so long now...
But why do my heart ache?
It still bleed...
You have firm held on my heart...
Your claws buried into my heart...
Shredding it...
Leaving unerasable marks...
Leaving scars that can never heal...
It can't be released...
Be your claws there or not...
It will still bleed...
Still... Still now...
The fact that I can't blame you kill me
How can I when I was the one who left
When I was the who turned my back
That... Made my heart ache more and more
The pain was no physical
But why did it felt so real... So vivid
Yesterday, I saw you...
I knew you saw me too...
Our eyes met for those precious yet torturous seconds...
Precious because finally I could see the pairs of shimmering brown orbs that I have missed so much...
Torturous because I couldn't read them anymore...
There was no love in your eyes...
My heart swelled...
Not even hatred lurking in them...
Now, what was left only blank stare...
I wonder, could you still read mine?
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