**  CHAPTER 10 **

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i closed my eyes waiting for the answer ..
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**CHANYOL'S P.O.V **

I pulled her to a place were people didnot exist . i asked her my question that i had kept in my heart for a 2days but it went like to years . i wasnt very excited to know the
answer as i expexted it already.. but maybe she would just change her opinion at anytime ..
" have you thought about it .. ? " i asked nervously ..
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 " yes... '' she said while looking at me with an unreadable look .
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i closed my eyes waiting for the answer ..
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 i hope its what i want

" chanyeol.. i'm sorry to tell you the truth but.. i've actually never thought of you as a boyfriend before.. u've been my best riend all this time
i even was more comfortable around you than anyone else , i always felt like u are my brother,, actually there's no reason for any girl not to like you , you
are nearly to a perfection ! but unfortunately i have someone in my heart.. i'm really sorry chanyeol.. but i hope we will continue our frendship.. forever .. "
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i already expected the answer from the time i confessed to her but.. i hade only one hope that she could change her answer and love me ..
i'm feeling really down ,, disappointed too ,,, maybe ther's no girl in the world would like me...her words would maybe hurt me really if she said them the
way the other girls say it . in a harsh way maybe .
" my parents wanted me to study abroad.. and the only thing that obstructed my way was ur answer to my feelings.. anyways i will pack my things
and go to study abroad in America,. thanks for your answer anyway... '' i said in a shaking , breaking voice as my heeart felt like it was shattered to pieces..
she was the only girl in my life i gave her those feelings.. i'm gonna tell my parents that i accepted to go abroad . maybe i will find a girl that will truly love me
'" but i'm not gonna forget my feelings to you .. feel free to com back any..time.." i said while smiling sadly as she got a little teary .

after she heard those words and was gonna to walk away . i graped her from the wrist and turned her around to take her in a tight hug which was going to be before the last one
because i will be travelling tomorrow at abot 7:00 . she cried in my hug and said . " i will never forget u too .. i always loved you as my bestfriend chanyeo..yeol... "
i closed my eyes and hugged her more tightly . after i let her go i decided to wander of the camp a while trying to forget the rejection i just had , well ,,
i might not call it as a really harsh rejection cause atleast i'm a bestfriend to her .. atleast i'm soomething to her.. i waled off through the whole empty spots of the camp not wanting to
be seen by anyone , till i arrived to the beach . i brought a chair , sat infront of it and decided to call my mom and dad to get my papers done for me to study
abroad. i actually did .. i wasnt that hurted cuz i already knew the answer ... i closed my eyes while i sat infront the beach , the waves
are going back and forth.. i tried to get everything out of my mind.

** BAEKHYUN'S P.O.V "

I was sitting in the tent as always reading a book .. i actually dont know where that sehun goes !! sometimes he gets here just to bring something and goes away again.. anyways ,,
it didnt matter for me at all .. i was just embaressed a little bit because taeyeon and i had to sleep everynight in the tent alone !! sometimes we wake up to find ourselves in weird positions ..
but she and I always laugh on each other whenever we woke up because we bothe looked MIERABLE !! xD she's really cute and beautiful too !!
i hope i dont develop much more feelings than the ones that are already developing by their selves !! because i dont want to get hurt again after my sister accident..
my thoughts were cut when taeyeon entered the tent ou of the blue which almost gave me a heartattack because as always .. i was having the lights off ..

" ya !! wouldnt you knock first or do something !! i almost got a heartattack !! "

" no answer ..

' helloo..? " i asked " has anybody entered the tent .. ? "

then i decide to open the lights . i founf her sitting at the corner of the tent hugging her knees and burying her face in them . i approched her and tried to lift up her  head and succeeded
i found her face red and has that miserable and sad expressions and some tears on her face..

i was shocked ! what happened to make her cry

" what's wrong taeyeonah..? "
" ........ " no answer.
" taeyeon tell me whats wrong !!?? "

" if i just said to him yes instead of no .. he wouldnt have thought of going to study abroad... "

" WHAT ?!!! "
'' chanyeol is going to study abroad.. leving from tomorrow.."

" he said that he was already gonna leave but maybe if i said that i loved him he said he may would ask his paents to make it the next year or by cancelling it..
i was really shocked from what she said .. i remember that idea.. even his parents offered that offer on mine but they didnt accept that because of some
circumstances. and that what made me calm down a little bit because he told me about long ago.. after she said those words she started sobbing and crying
hard .. and without thinking quickly my arms were wrapped around her and my head next to hers .. stop beating fast please..u don't see her as awoman right ?
yea yea right .. calm down a little please we are gonna get busted if she felt it... i thought like i was talking to my heart.. >> crazy eh ? <<

I was trying to comfort her doing the best that i can untill she finally was calm and stopped crying ..
 
" maybe u should go check on him before he leaves .. he's your bestfriend too.. "
" yea sure ofcourse.. "

/// after 2 hours or so ..//

after she was all calm , i decidedd to ask her why she didnt accept him .

" can i ask a little question .. ?
" yea sure .. "

" why did you reject .. chanyeol ... although u said that he was cute and warm,,friendly and lovely and that he may be a good boyfriend too >> ? "

"....." she looked down while blushing and said no words.
" hah ? answer it "

"beca.. because i have someone who's in my .. heart.. " she blushed madly again .

someone in her heart? .. who could it be ?

** TAEYEON'S P.O.V **

i was really sad to death when chanyeol sai he was going to study abroad.. i mean .. iwas really shocked that how my answer could change his desicion !!
but unfortunately u cant force your heart to love someone.. although he's a lovable person a handsome boy too .. but i only haave one in my heart .. who
stole my heart as i could say .  hehe .. i was kind of happy inside when i knew that someone loved me,  and it wasnt fke love !! i thought i could nnever get loved by anyone ,,
but.. will my one sided love , love me too ? i hope soo ..

" who is it ? ! " suddenly baekhyun's noisy voice inturpted my thoughts .

" who is it !!!? " he saidd while forming a cute pout ! please dont make it again... your soo cute !!

" what ?.. uhh ... ummm .. no one .. "

" what ! how is it it's no one ! u sure are lying " he said while popping his tongue at me .
" wait wait i will guess and u say it's right or no call !? "

" sehun ? " he asked .
" of course no .. "

"chanyeol.. ? haha " he asked then laughed .
 
i replied with a poker face

"chen ? "
"nope "

"kris ....... ? " he asked with a bored expression"
"no no no !! "

" well .. baekhyun .. ? " he asked with a smirk on his face .
well i dont know what made me unconious in this moment and i was deeply thinking so i caught myself from saying the truth at the last moment !.

" ye..what ! .. baekhyun ! of course no .. no no no no no no no no ,, ofcourse it's not u byun baekhyun .... " i coughed trying to hide my shocked face expressions
and my racing heart

 " junmall !?? waeee !! " he said like a baby while he made a cute pout

i had to admit it pouts look adorable on him..

 " just .. because... "
because what ? " he demanded .
" just because you are byun baekhyun " i said while popping my toungue out to him .
 " oh really ?!!!!!! "
" yes .. oh u know what time got late and we have to get up early to goodbye chanyeol and atleast spend the last moments with him okay ! " i said while pulling my quilt over me and slept away .
" oh,, oh yeah goodnight.. "
"goodnight.."

* * NEXT DAY **

i woke up to see that it was 2:00 pm and that baekhyun wsnt here as well as sehun of course ..
he sure hd gone to chanyeol.. i thought ..
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 after a while we met up all together and chanyeol and i tried to act all normal like nothing happened .. we 3 chatted played games and talked for a while untill
the goodbye hour had came..

chanyeol's dad arrived with a car .. chanyeol but his lugguage in and came for us to goodbye us for the last time..

" goodbye baekhyun ,. thank you for always being my bestfriend.. call me buddy dont forget me and take care o taeyeon for me please .. " he said while hugging baekhyun
" sure brother , i wont "

" goodbye taeyeon ,, my first love,, please take care of your self dont forget the self defense moves we taught u okay ? ;) dont forget u can always come to me , i'm still your bestfriend "
" neh chanyeollah .. " i said while crying .
" dont cry .. goodbye "

he said goodbye and rode in the car.. it went away and i still stood crying.. baekhyun came closer and gave me his warm hug .. the hug that my heart races for
whenever he comes closer to me ..

goodbye chanyeol.. hope u have a good life ..and a girl who truly loves you....

CHAPTER ENDEDD !!

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