Try

Of songs and feels

Try

 

You know he’s been seeing her. You have sensed that around him. But you just don’t know when, where and why. Every time you are separated, you wonder what he is doing, is he with her?

And even if you call him and ask what he’s doing, you question his words. Is he telling the truth? Or is he just lying?

 

You know that the desire between you is causing a flame and that one of you three is going to geet burned, at the end of it all. But you also know that there is no way you can show your pain over the burn because you are idols after all. You have an image to uphold. You just got to try and be fine.

 

And you know that is killing him as well. From the beginning, he was not shy to show his love to you. You were the one who was afraid of the public’s opinion if your loved one would get bashed because of his uality. It’s funny how the heart can be so deceiving, that it makes us fall in love even when we know we should not. Because it is something that is considered a taboo in this country.

 

You know that the desire between you is causing a flame and that one of you three is going to geet burned, at the end of it all. But you also know that there is no way you can show your pain over the burn because you are idols after all. You have an image to uphold. You just got to try and be fine.

You worry about the future of Bigbang. Is there going to be one if the news get out? Are you going to be forced to pursue your dream of being an entertainer? It makes you cry to think that you would have to part your ways with your brothers of different mothers. If that would happen, what would you do to get by and forget the pain in your heart? You would be forced to be separated from the one you love the most but also from the ones you love like your older brothers you never had of your own.

 

You know that the desire between you is causing a flame and that one of you three is going to geet burned, at the end of it all. But you also know that there is no way you can show your pain over the burn because you are idols after all. You have an image to uphold. You just got to try and be fine.

 

A/N: This is propably my favourite song from the album. I love the music video as well, with all the exploding colour bombs and all. And the fact that she is so talented, she can sing, dance and she is flexible. Basically nothing like me :D

Oh and then we had Adam Lambert visiting Finland a few day's back, and I happened to see an interview he did for our national broadcasting station. And I loved the way he spoke about himself. And I do agree with him. It is unfair to keep on addressing him as the gay artist and not just an artis. Because being gay has nothing to do with his choise of profession.

Here's a link to the interivew. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iTTRBdZ8UJY

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maryfemme #1
Chapter 4: OMG!!! this is awesome authornim!! I love it !! Could there be any reason why Seungri cold off from Jiyong?
xxDRAGONLOVERxx #2
Chapter 5: I love this!!!! It felt real!!
maryfemme #3
Chapter 3: Somehow I feel that this is Seungri pov. I'm kinda feel it that way. Thanks for the updates and dont worry, take your time. We willing to wait for you.
xxDRAGONLOVERxx #4
Chapter 3: Seungri I hv found a perfect replacement for ur heart!!! U can take top n leave jiyong!!! Hahahaha!!! Hell yeah Topri!!! I don't usually ship Topri since my ultimate ship is nyongtory but this somehow feels right!!! Thx authornim n I'll wait for the upcoming updates!!!
BinguTop4Life #5
Chapter 3: Chapter 3 : HELL YEAH NOW THIS IS MY CUP OF SOME HIGHLY CAFFEINATED ENERGY DRINK , TOPRI FTWWWWWW !!!!! ........*cough cough* Um I'll calm down now , sorry XD As you've noticed I'm crazy for some Topri so I'm not kidding AT ALL when I say that I freaking squealed when you said it was Topri XDDDD I loved how you didn't tell us who's point of view this was from and left us to think and decide ourselves who it was . Angst is my guilty pleasure and ugh I just liked all of it ^^" Hope you update soon whether it be Gri or Topri ~Fighting !
BinguTop4Life #6
Chapter 3: Chapter 1 : Even tho Gri isn't really my cup of tea I completely loved this little story thing and sincerely admire the way you spin all of your words into realistic situations that I can feel T^T
xxDRAGONLOVERxx #7
Chapter 1: Can I request a fix base on bigbang's Bang Bang Bang???
maryfemme #8
I know most want Loser to be a fic since it is match. But can i request for ' We like 2 Party as a Gri fic?