- You should talk to him ... chae.

- for what ?  to proceed with the lie?

- maybe you two have begun badly .. but ... maybe it was the only way he could take that step ....

- what step unnie? what are you talking about?

- You said it ... if he loved her so much .... he would never have gone to you with this proposal ... it's crazy! they can adopt ... or ask for a surrogate mother ...

- Maybe he just wanted the surrogate mother to be me ... you have not thought that? ..

pvo : chaerin

- But chae ...

- No. bommie unnie .... I am very tired ...

- Agree .... but…. You've thought that??

- what?

- You always say it was merely a pact between both but ....

- but what?

- I have not met chae friendship like yours .... you love him…

- I can not be in love with him unnie!

- you said it…. You think you can not be in love with him but .... You've never said that you're not ... and I think that deep down you know it too .... your heart has been stuck in this deal with you ... now you can not turn it back ... .. and you know it ...

- But unnie ... he can never love me ... how I could ...?

- Fall in love with him? That do not choose you, love .... you've got to go talk to him .... maybe you bring a  surprise ... who knows it ....

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I did not want to go but I was there two hours later ....

with shorts showing my legs, and tight top with a leather jacket and combat boots ....

I rang the bell and I realized I was shaking ... .. and I had no idea what to say ....

- I do not want more food! Disappear!

I laughed when I heard him shouting .... the guys were probably worried about him ....

- Oppa .... it's me ... hunchae ...

- Hunchae ???

I heard like something fell into the house and he opened the door tightly.

- Chae? you are here! what what .... something has happened? are you okay?

I ran into his arms ... as if I die if I could not shake in his warmth ....

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pvo jiyong:

I was pissed .... I could only repeat in my head ... younbae words.

It was not stupid enough to not know what I loved her for years ....

but I never wanted to risk, she did not love me, I knew. She had two relationships in the past and she was hurt for it ..

from what I had seen, she was not easy when she was in love ....

fear of rejection was an important issue ...

and I needed her in my life, so here I content to be her friend ....

and Kiko ...

Kiko began as a distraction for me ...

but it ended up being something more ...

now with chaerin in my arms I can smile ...

until I noticed my shirt was soaked with tears ...

-chae ?? are you okay??

-oppa ... what ... what are we going to do?

- I do not know ... but ... stay. stay with me…

put my hands on her cheeks, I needed that she looked at me ...

when our eyes together, she closed them again.

- Oppa ...

- What?

I could only cause a gentle murmur ... I did not want to scare her ...

- I do not think we can continue with this .... not when my feelings are already involved ... I'm sorry ....

tears were flowing out of her eyes ....

Had I heard correctly? feelings? for me??

close my lips to hers and kissed her ....

I kissed her gently .... with ... with love ...

my nose was flooded with her smell and I groaned.

I never heard the door ....

or the screech ...

I frowned when chaerin, broke the kiss and strangled an exclamation.

an anger came over me when I thought that would be the guys, but it was not them ..

- Kiko? What the ?!