"You can't bring back the past. It's gone.
All you can do is let go, move on and make better memories for the future."

chapter two It's Gone, He's Gone           Jessica stared down at her coffee cup. All she could hear was the sounds of her friends enjoying the atmosphere as they got lunch together. She sipped her cup, making slow movements. She couldn't help but sigh heavily.   "Jessica?"   Jessica looked up and saw her stepbrother looking at her with concern.   "Are you feeling okay? You've been quiet ever since we got here."   Jessica nodded, assuring her stepbrother that she was okay. "I'm fine, Yixing."   She appreciated her stepbrother being so concerned about her. He tended to always be checking on her or taking care of her whenever she was with the family. If she couldn't talk to really anyone, she would come to him or even her sister, Krystal. She trusted them the most, besides Luhan or even Sehun.   Yixing still didn't seem convinced. He knew his sister better than that. He knew that his sister was still grieving the loss of her boyfriend. He did love that his sister was happy and that she always came around with a smile. But ever since the accident, he has never seen his sister put on a real smile. He wanted her to be happy. He wanted to see his sister's bubbly personality and dazzling smile.   "Chanyeol, is it true that your friend from the university are going to move in with you soon?" Yixing asked the tall boy with a wide smile. "Aren't they younger than you?"   Chanyeol nodded as he put an arm around his girl that sat next to him. "Well, it's somewhat true. My friend said his brother already has an apartment, but he wanted to move in with me, Baekhyun, and Chen."   The dinosaur-looking male with high cheek bones spoke up, "His brother said it was totally alright with it though!"   Baekhyun shrugged. "Fine with me!"   Jessica just listened to them talk. She really could care more about the subject, but she was still feeling heavy in her heart.   Chanyeol added in, "His brother is older though. I think he's around twenty-three, like noonas. But my friend is actually twenty-one. Trust me though when I say that he actually acts much more mature than his age, compared to the other young ones."   "Yah! I am very mature!" Sehun shouted out, pouting about the statement that was said.   Luhan set the nineteen year-old down. "What you did was not even mature," he quietly told him.   "Don't worry. They are both really cool," Chanyeol told them.   His girlfriend nudged him. "Yah, no one says 'cool' anymore."   Chanyeol gave her a look. "Oh, come on, Sooyoung. You still love me~" He gave her a smirk.   Sooyoung pushed him playfully, obviously not denying his statement.   Jessica couldn't help but just give a slight grin. She knew that her friends were getting along and even forming new couples and relationships. Baekhyun and Taeyeon, Chanyeol and Sooyoung, Xiumin and Sunny are all so lucky to have one another. If only it were her and Kris.   She could see who could be possibly the next couples. She could see it by the look in some of her girlfriends' eyes.   "Jessica!"   Jessica looked up and saw everyone's eyes on her. She got a little shock from everyone staring at her. "What?"   "They're asking about your order," Yixing told her, trying to get her back to her senses.   Jessica glanced at the waitress that was writing down their orders. "Oh. Um, I'm okay with the coffee. But thank you," she politely told the waitress, who just nodded.   When all their orders came out, everyone was enjoying their meal, except for Jessica, who was just watching everyone stuff their faces.   Yixing noticed her gloomy face. "Jessica, you're not eating. Why is that?"   "I'm just not hungry, Yixing," she told him, not looking at him.   "Jessica, you can't keep this up. This isn't healthy for you."   "Look, I'm really not hungry right now and don't have an appetite."   Yixing dropped everything and looked at her, giving her his full attention. "Okay, what's up with you? Luhan has been telling me that you don't eat properly at meals or been getting out and about like you used to. Sehun told me that they had to beg you to come and eat with us, but you're not even eating here."   Jessica crossed her arms, leaning back in her seat. "Look, none of you guys understand me. None of you guys understand what it is like to love someone so deeply and then lose them without even a proper goodbye. No one gets me!" Jessica cried out before leaving the table and into the bathroom.   Everyone noticed the scene and stared at Yixing.   "I didn't do anything," Yixing said as he held his hands up in defense.   "I'll go talk to her," Tiffany said, standing up from her seat.   "I'll go, too," Taeyeon announced as she stood up and walked with Tiffany.   The two girls walked into the bathroom slowly. They looked inside and found Jessica staring at herself in the mirror.   "Sica, are you okay?" Tiffany asked her as she grabbed a paper towel.   "Obviously not," Jessica quietly stated.   Taeyeon took the paper towel from Tiffany and began dabbing underneath Jessica's eyes. "W