TAEYEON’S POV

“If only you can see Hyo face when I didn’t answer, she’s like dying or something.” Soo said and we all laugh

Everyone is laughing except for her, it’s been 3 years since I seen a genuine smile on her face. When will she smiles again? Since Sica died Tiff also died inside, she wasn’t like before, Tiff that we know before is long gone. We did all that we can do to help her but nothing happened. We didn’t giving up but we know that we can’t do anything now because if she can’t help herself then we also can’t. She still can’t accept that Sica is gone and till now she’s blaming herself for her death.

“Baby, what are you thinking?” Sunny ask

“I’m just thinking how can we help Tiff? It’s been three years already but until now she’s like that, she always in the corner and looking at nothing in particular.”

“We already did everything that we can it’s up to her now the only thing we can do is be there for her.”

I look at Tiff again spacing out again. I sigh, our friends continue to talk and laugh about how Hyo ask Soo to be her GF. They are secretly dating for a month now and if Yoong didn’t saw them making out they still going to keep this a secret on us. They explain it why so we already forgive them. We were going to graduate this year.

TIFFANY’S POV

I felt someone nudge me since I am spacing out again.

“Why?” I turn to see Sunny

“You’re spacing out again.”

“I’m sorry.” I said and turn to look at nothing again

“When can you finally let go Tiff?” I heard Taetae ask

“Never.” I said coldly

“Tiff it’s been THREE ING YEARS SINCE SHE DIED.” She yelled

“Baby calm down.” Sunny

“NO, HOW CAN I CALM DOWN WHEN MY BESTFRIEND IS LIKE THIS. I’m tired of seeing you like this Tiff, a lifeless one.”

I just stared at her, I don’t know how to react or I actually don’t want to react because I know what she said is true. I want to die after that incident, when I learn that she’s gone. I can’t accept the fact that she’s dead and it was because of me. If only I confronted her and didn’t do what I did she’ll still be here.

“Tiff, please move on, she’s long gone and accept it already. She won’t comeback because she’s dead.”

“How can I move on if I know it’s my fault she’s not here, if only…if I…..”

I can’t continue what I’m going to say because I breakdown there and Sunny hug me. I don’t want to burden them but I can’t help it, they are the only one that I can turn to, they are the only one that can tolerate me because my Dad already gives up on me. For the last three years all I did is locking myself it my room if I wasn’t in school. I didn’t care about my education even the presidency of the school government. Taeng is now the president and the number in our school, I wasn’t myself like before.

“Tiff, you need to let go, we know it’s hard but we’re here for you, we won’t leave you.” Sunny

“Yes Fany, we won’t leave you and be right beside you, you know that right?” Yuri

They hug me all while crying there, I’m so thankful on them, I don’t what to do anymore if they not here.

HARA’S POV

They are all hugging Tiffany but I’m just there sitting on the couch, I know I’m selfish because I didn’t tell them about J, that she is alive but I don’t want J lives to be complicated anymore so I agreed on what her family said. She’s doing okay and the last time I saw her is last semestral break. I didn’t go to the gangs plan and went to the States to visit the Jungs. Yes I stil