Today was the 1st anniversary being together for a year but sadly, your girlfriend died from a hit-and-run accident. You did everything you can to save her but it was all for nothing, there was no chance on saving her. After her death, you decided to Kill yourself but you have your bestfriend who was aware of what you might do and stopped you. Your bestfriend was always there for you and has developed feelings for you but choose to ignore it, by seeing you vulnerable and seriously wounded. You rested from work for a few days since your boss, who is your dad's bestfriend knew your situation. You would always cry yourself to sleep and tried everything to kill yourself but always failed since your BEST FRIEND was always there. *** 2 years later...   Tonight, you were walking home when you saw soojung with her boyfriend, laughing together and you saw the guy was flirtatious, you were jealous so you decided to walk home faster so you won't get noticed by Krystal but failed since she was just at the lamp post while talking to her boyfriend.   "Oppa, i'm sorry but I'm breaking up with you" Krystal said and her eyes wander at your direction   "Wae!? Am I not enough for you!? Wae!? tell me!?" Krystal's boyfriend suddenly became serious and held krystal's wrist   "I'm gay. I only used you because i thought that I would move on but it only became deeper. My love for her has become more deeper than before. I'm sorry" Krystal yank her wrist and walk to your shared house *** "ulg" you drank another shot of strong beer and suddenly became dizzy. You were about to drink another one but was stopped by your bestfriend, because she had enough. She went inside, seeing a drunk ______, and 5 empty bottles and 5 more full and 1 in your hand.   "Stop drinking _____! Please! stop all of it! Stop killing yourself!.....Where's the _____ that i once knew? who taught me how to love and move on from my past ex when I was madly in love with her? where's the ______ That I knew that would smile from the pain she always receives? where's the ______ that I knew that would always laugh and ignores the pain she is feeling? when her Dad died from TB and did all her best but couldn't save her dad but still remained strong for her family? w-where's the ____ I f-fell in love with for almost 5 years because she was everything I wanted to. She all has the inside beauty and is like an angel to me?" your bestfriend's voice cracked because she was fighting the tears not to fall but failed   "Uh! ____? Ha! does she exist?" you drunkly chuckled    "She's just a dumb, pathetic girl who thinks when trying her best can save the ones she loved but was a fool" you drunkly chuckled again   (a/n: read it like a drunk person)   "And you know whaat? I thought I Love my girlfriend  even if she's dead, but you know who came into the picture!? That Jung Soo Jung! bwa