I’m done taking a shower, I get out of my bathroom and check my phone, donghae oppa called me.

I just called him, maybe he’s in trouble, coz he never called me before unless I’m with Onew.

I dialed his number, and he answered it immediately

“Oppa~ annyeonghaseyo. Why did you call me a few minutes ago?” I asked him

“oppa oppa oppa???!!! You never called me that way!” familiar voice, sounds like……………………….. it’s onew, I’m sure it’s onew

“what a jerk! Stop making stupid things” I shouted at him.

“why you’re not calling me oppa?” he asked me with a loud voice

“why will I do that?” I asked him back

“because I’m older than you!” he said

“eeeh???? You’re just 3 months older than me” I said

“but you have to call me oppa you don’t know how to respect elders” he said

“ok…………… I’ll call you harabeoji (grandfather in korean)” I .

“mwoooooragooooooo? Hh….harabeoji? I said call me op…….pa!” he said he’s really want me to call him oppa

“I don’t like mehrong! Annyeong~ harabeoji!!!” I finally said and hung up my phone.

He didn’t stop calling me, he called me 5x times and it irritated me I turned off my phone, I don’t want to play with him, I don’t want to fall for him harder! Because this feelings are enough to make me weak.

Thoughts are still playing in my mind, sometimes I want to confess with him. but now? Why would i? when I know he loves someone and it’s not me. Maybe it would be better if I will look for someone.

Onew’s pov

I called her, because I want to hear her calling me oppa, though I will use my brothers’ phone which

she used to call oppa, though I know she’s doesn’t know that I’ am the one who call her and not

donghae hyung. He’s not answering her phone and it made me worried for my bestfriend.

Moments later donghae hyung’s phone rings and I grab it immediately and answered her call.

“Oppa~ annyeonghaseyo. Why did you call me a few minutes ago?” he asked donghae hyung(ME)

“oppa oppa oppa???!!! You never called me that way!” I shouted at her

“what a jerk! Stop making stupid things” she shouted back.

“why you’re not calling me oppa?” I asked her

“why will I do that?” she asked.

“because I’m older than you!” I explained

“eeeh???? You’re just 3 months older than me” she said.

“but you have to call me oppa you don’t know how to respect elders” I said

“ok…………… I’ll call you harabeoji (grandfather in korean)” he teased me aghhh

“mwoooooragooooooo? Hh….harabeoji? I said call me op…….pa!” I said, I want her to call me oppa for a change, well he’s my bestfriend so I want her to call me oppa

“I don’t like mehrong! Annyeong~ harabeoji!!!” she said and hung up her phone.

I called her again and again and she’s not answering and she even turned off her phone.

-end of onew’s pov-

I can’t sleep so I decided to doodle, write his full name inside of a heart, I wrote my full name too but I put his last name to mine. Like I’m married to him, I know, this kind of attitude are just for kids, putting the surname of your crush to your name and write his name over and over again.

Well I miss doing these kind of things, it never failed to make me smile… like onew, whenever he says a joke and his onew condition it never failed to make me smile.

It made me sleepy so I started to put my scratch papers to my folder and put it on my bag and I turned off the light and my lampshade and sleep.

Tomorrow morning

I checked my phone and I received a message from onew

“I’ll pick you up princess =)” he said, with a smiley? Weird

I did my daily routine and go downstairs

“why? You’re going to school all by yourself, did you and onew had a fight?” mom asked me

“anieyo~ I’ll just try to go to school alone, just tell onew coz I can’t reach his phone.” I lied that I can’t reach his phone coz I didn’t call him at all,  I just don’t want to tell my mom about all the things happened.

“alright I’ll tell him, but you should take care ok?” mom said and hugged me.

i didn’t wait for onew this day, I want him to be more free doing his own things, he needed some space for him and for Jessica unnie. I walk to school alone, I know something bad won’t happen to me coz I know God is always there to keep me safe.

Onew’s POV

I woke up early and messaged anna

“I’ll pick you up princess =)” I texted her, I even put a smiley to cheer her up

I did my daily routine and leave our house to pick up anna

“good morning ahjumma~” I greeted her mom

“onew ssi~ anna leave a moments ago” her mom explained and give me a shock.

“why did she leave early ahjumma? Did she said something?” I asked her mom.

“she said, she just want to try going to school alone and he reminded me to tell you if you pass by coz he can’t reach your phone” her mom explained.

“ahh~ ok then I’ll should go now ahjumma have a great day” I said

“ok~ annyeong~ take care” her mom said with a smile

I just smiled and left their house.

She can’t reach my phone? I’m not even turning it off, and the signal bar is full.

-end of onew’s pov-

I reached our school safely and go to our classroom, few students are already here, so I sit on my desk and started to read some past lessons coz our professor likes to give surprise quizzes.

A few minutes onew entered our room, but I don’t have the guts to look at him, so I pretend that I didn’t know that he’s already there.

“anna, are you mad at me?” he asked me

I lift up my head “anieyo~ I just want to try some things, and I’m just giving you a moment for you and Jessica unnie” I explained

“moment? Why?” he asked again

“I know you like her coz you’ve told me so, and I think of it already, I should give you two your own privacy” I explained again.

“but… you’re not disturbing us” he explained

“anie~ it’s not like that, I know sooner or later you two will be lovers and happy with your relationship and I think being with you 24/7 is not a good idea coz you’ll have a girlfriend” I explained again.

“but…” before he can continue his explanation Jessica unnie entered our room.

So I just smiled at him.

I turned my face to Jessica unnie “good morning unnie” I greeted her with a smile

“good morning dongsaeng~” she greeted me back.

I can sense that onew is still looking at me, but I don’t want to look at him again, I know this tears will start to fall so I decided to continue on what I’m reading.

Class dismissed

Jessica unnie invited us for a treat in a near store

“unnie I can’t coz mom wants me to be at home early” i said to her without looking at onew, I lied again.

“awww~ just take care ok?” she said to me, “so lets go?” she turned his face to onew and asked him.

I look at onew he still have that look.. I never seen that look at him before…

Jessica unnie clung to him and they started walking.

I lift up my head so tears won’t fall…