FLASHBACK.

Imagining being with you floods my thoughts every now and then, the littlest things remind me of you and it makes me smile.

But when i snap back to the sad reality its clear that we can't be, for a while anyway. I get paranoid at the thought of someone capturing your heart before me - but good things take time right?

Will you wait for me?

Should i reveal my feelings to you? I've opened up my heart this much what have i got to lose?

Do you even feel the same way? I'm scared of rejection

Everywhere i go fans always shout and chant your name as a constant reminder to me that maybe we have a chance but you're dense you can't see it or take it seriously.

I miss hearing your laugh, it's one of the most angelic yet interesting things i have heard - i remember trying not laugh at you when you giggled at our mission card to call each other "darling" and "honey" on we got married.

As much as i try to hide how happy you make me, i'm terrible at hiding it - even my hyungs pointed it out.

The mention of your name has me turning my head hoping it would be you playing a prank on me in the distance - but who am i kidding your girl's day Yura you have better things to do than be around me.

A few months passed after we ended "we got married" you suddenly called me out of the blue wanting to meet up for dinner and soju and i agreed.

I remember it like it was yesterday, you wore a black tee, blu