Another sleepless night. I'm tired af and my brain can't even cooperate with my whole body to get some rest. Maybe because I'm an overthinking person this lately. How not to stop thinking when the fact I'm retaking one subject, I got a national English examination to pass, my own intention of the reason why I take this course all of a sudden and, still guessing of why Kim Taehyung being so nice to me.

You wouldn't have to do it on the first place, dear Taehyung. Every other living guy and person in this world will fear to death of me just because of my face expression. They got a correspondence bias of attribution error then. They don't even know the reason why I did that. All they know is that, I'm the girl,

With a figure like an ugly potato who wear spectacles with an ability destruct things around her. Oh, and I do listen to Linkin Park's song, which are mostly emotional but I never consider it as metal songs. Other than that, I'm a big fan of Demi Lovato tho. Countless of her song have saved me some times. 

I wasn't sure if Taehyung take it serious for what he said to me two days ago. I've put my defences perfectly of becoming a hardcore girl, so that no love affection or any lovable affection kind of feelings struck me. I just learned from the past of not repeating the same mistake as I easily believe that idiot. Gladly, I never even admit it to him or truly honest of myself whether I like or not. Because, it's not easy for me to believe such thing until the person itself proves it to me that they really mean to stay in my life no matter how dark my side profile is.

However, none last forever.

Until Kim Taehyung appears in front of my classroom where my class is held. I never expect of a guy to called out my name, just to see me. Everyone in the class was shocked to see Taehyung on the door steps. My lecturer thought that we got an important discussion, so she just let it pass. OMG lecturer please can't you see all my girls classmates eyes are wide open to see Taehyung calling out my name with his expressionless alien weird stunning charming face of his.

I just went out the class with a non-stop stumping heart beat that could cause a heart attack to me anytime. 

He pulled my hand suddenly, leaving the door open without even a chance of closing it. I expect my classmates will say 'what!' 'omg!' 'crazy!' 'unbelievable!', and yes, it happened the minute I left.

He brought me to a place that's quite hidden from public, at the old building of our faculty's building. I was breathing heavily and so do him, gasping for air. Taehyung, don't you know that you've been adored by so many girls here, and you apparently choose me to talk with you without any purpose or reason of why suddenly and....

"Do you got any problem?", he asked. I blinked and lift up my right eyebrow. 

"What do you mean by problem? I'm doing fine."

"No. You can't lie. Just tell me.", he's staring at me, making me more nervous than before.

"Does it have any relation with you? And, why all of sudden you showed up in front of my class? We never even talk either at this big campus lol.", well, indeed its true because I'm just a shadow of your figure.

Silent. He won't leave for a second of not staring directly into my eyes. This time, he came closer to me, trying to pinned me on the wall with him approaching, leaning on me. Before I even allowed him to do that, I bring up my right hand, a sign for him of not getting even closer to me. He stopped.

"Okay, first of all, we never talked to each other and that's weird when now we are with you asking me suddenly. Second, yes, thanks to you for adding my another problem where all girls are probably talking shizzx about me now. Third, I'm sorry if I ever make you mad at me or something but I need to leave now because I got like nine subject to take for this only four months of studying for this last semester.", it's a lie if I never heard about him. I mean, people start talking shizzx about me when some boys said Taehyung keep asking about me. Often, he asked one of the guy I'm closed with at class everything about me. That's where my problem exist without I even asked. 

There's nothing I can do other than to defend myself now. He just stare at me. I look back straight forward into his eyes and still no replies from him. I'm ready for any second to lift up my right foot now, preparing to leave this place instantly. I rushed when suddenly he pulled my hand even harder than before and bring me close to his arms. 

"I won't let you go."

"Why? Let me go you id...."

And he kissed my forehead. I'm frozed for a second and then pushed him hard to get away from me.

"Don't try to pretend you care about me when all you're doing is trying to seek an attention."

"You also don't have to pretend that you can overcome all of this when you know at the end, you needed someone to be your right wings. Stop being an arrogant who is trying to be hardcore. Stop torturing yourself, you idiot ahjumma."

I was in a total shocked when he said that. It feels like a lightning has just struck straight through my nerves. He later try to came closer to me, but I moved backward for a little bit. 

"Are you being serious you idiotic alien?", I asked him. Our eyes get locked to each other. He nod his head.

I can't hold it back. Instead of replying his nod with an answer, I left him. Tell me now. When did god planned for a hilarious-idiot-handsome-alien to say such thing to a potato-figurative-girl-who-wear-spectacles? 

I should focus on facing my lecturer and classmate and the whole community of this campus later on. I'll think about the alien later on.