Mark and Jackson played basketball that evening and Jinyoung was at the third floor balcony looking at someone that he adore. Jinyoung sighed every times he thought about his unnecessary feeling, it bad and he knows. He then saw Bambam walked to them and give his boyfriend water and towel. Jinyoung still looking from there, until someone tapped his shoulder. He turn and saw his best friend was now joining him stalked the basketball team.

“What are you looking at?” Jaebum asked.

“Nothing, just another empty space.” Jinyoung answered.

“Park Jinyoung, I know you for years and this ‘nothing’ always mean ‘everything’.” Jaebum ruffled Jinyoung’s hair.

“It just… I have so many thought and I know it hopeless.” Jinyoung walked away and heading to his room.

“You know what, I think you better get over it or you will be the one who get hurt.” Jaebum hugged the younger shoulder and followed him.

“I know and I’m currently working hard to do that.” Jinyoung sat on his bed before laying down.

“Jinyoung-ah, I want you to be happy.” Jaebum sat on his bed and he about to lay down but a knocked on the door woke him up.

“Jaebum-hyung, let go to basketball court.” Youngjae come in and smile happily.

“Wanna join us?” Jaebum almost forgot about his promise to Youngjae.

“You go first I need some sleep.” Jinyoung lied. His heart was jumping to watch that person.

“Jinyoung-hyung, today is Jackson election day and he was your favourite brother boyfriend! Let cheer with him.” Youngjae dragged Jinyoung body to stand.

“Youngjae-ah, just leave him first.” Jaebum out from his room and leave his weak roommate.

“Jinyoung-hyung, we will meet you there!” Youngjae shout before closed the door.

“How I wish to be there too but nowadays my heart keep get hurt more and more.” Jinyoung tears fall down and he wiped it before leave to room.

Jinyoung walked slowly to the court and he saw Bambam was running toward him. He showed a big smile and followed the younger footstep. Bambam and Jackson couple early this year and it was Jinyoung the one who being the ‘dove’. Jackson known Jinyoung almost two years ago and they were long lasting enemy. Jinyoung will keep pissed Jackson and so did Jackson whenever and wherever. When Bambam enter the school as their junior, Jinyoung become the younger shield and they keep seeing to be together in hostel and walking around the school. Jackson start to use Jinyoung as his bridge to be close to Bambam and it worked. Now, they are officially dating each other while Jinyoung remain as Jackson enemy.

“Jinyoung-hyung, I know you will come!” Bambam happily held Jinyoung hand and they sat side by side.

“I will do anything for my little brother.” Jinyoung caress Bambam hair, Jackson just smile at the two.

“Jinyoung-ah, you look really ugly with that shirt.” Jackson pointed to Jinyoung Mickey Mouse printed shirt.

“Shut-up Wang Jackson, just play…oh… forgot that you only 2^nd runner up.” Jinyoung sticking his tongue. Bambam and Jaebum just laughed at how childish the two enemy.

“Jinyoung, I will show you!” Jackson was fire by Jinyoung words and he did plays triple effort.

“Jackson, stop pushing yourself. It just election for team not who score more!” Mark shout when he saw Jackson angrily bounce the ball.

“No, I’m not going to lose to you today! Park Jinyoung you idiot man!” Jackson muttered but it still can be hear by Mark.

“Jinyoung, I think Jackson plays so hard because you challenge him. This not good, he will get injured!” Jaebum talked and everyone can see Jackson was tired.

“I just said the fact and it natural for us to fight.” Jinyoung reply Jaebum but he saw Bambam worried face. He sighed and regretted it!

“Wang Jackson Jjang!!!” Jinyoung shouted and all peoples around the court turn silent.

“Idiot shut up!” Jackson acted likes he was angry but he smile while back facing Jinyoung.

“What going on between you two actually, it make me curious and Jinyoung was really cute when he embarrassed.” Mark look at Jinyoung who cover his face behind Bambam and their eyes meet. Mark wink and Jinyoung just freeze.

“Jinyoung hyung, did Mark Tuan winked at you just now!” Bambam cutely look at Jinyoung who just turn into iced.

“Jaebum-hyung, you need to take care of him!” Youngjae laughed.

“Mark Tuan seriously!” Jaebum came beside Jinyoung and pinched the younger cheek.

“Jaebum hyung, I will leave first.” Jinyoung suddenly stood up and walked away.

“I bet he will not sleep tonight.” Bambam smile when he saw Jinyoung run to their hostel.

                Jinyoung was thinking too much and he cannot help but blindly walk to his dorm. Jinyoung can still imagine the wink and the smile from the basketball captain and it kill him. Jinyoung run into Yugyeom on his way and he just ignore the younger who called him. Yugyeom was looking at Jinyoung who climbed the stair to his room. It weird, Yugyeom called him but Jinyoung left usually Jinyoung will pinch his cheek when they met. Yugyeom went to basketball court cheering Mark and Jackson. He sat beside Bambam and the final line for this year team come out as expected Mark and Jackson will be the in the team.

“I met Jinyoung-hyung just now but he look dazed.” Yugyeom start the conversation after Mark and Jackson joined them.

“Of course he look like corpse, when Mark Tuan winked and smile and him!” Bambam laughed together with Jaebum and Youngjae.

“You winked at him?” Jackson asked.

“Yes, I think his cute.” Mark admit that he like the way Jinyoung hide his embarrassed face.

“Gosh, Park Jinyoung break the record of Mark Tuan no date rule.” Jackson hugged his friend but why he feel a bit weird.

“Hey, I’m not saying I like him.” Mark push Jackson and he saw Jaebum change his expression.

“Youngjae, let go back. I think I’m not going to involve on this.” Jaebum know if this continue he will just happen to hurt Jinyoung.

“Nice, Bambam can you excuse us for a while too. I need Mark confirmation on something and this might not suit you.” Jackson know Bambam love Jinyoung and if anything goes wrong their relationship will broke too.

“Okay, but promised this only for Jinyoung hyung happiness.” Bambam smile since he trust Jackson.

The three of them walked away and left the trio who seem like having a plan for Jinyoung.

“Mark, you like Jinyoung?” Jackson asked.

“No, I just think he cute that’s all.” Mark admit that Jinyoung was cute but think he was cute doesn’t meant that he fall in love.

“Okay, but why not take this chance give Jinyoung a love feeling. I will keep saying you like him and I want to know his reaction.” Jackson laughed imagine Jinyoung will trust his word and being all shy near Mark.

“Jackson hyung, don’t you think it a bit harsh to him. I know he was your enemy but….” Yugyeom stopped when Jackson cut him.

“..But that is the way to see him embarrassed.” Jackson dying laughing.

“What if, I really fall in love with him?” Mark asked and it make Jackson turn to look into his best friend eyes.

“Then, I will make him leave you.” Jackson smile evilly.

“Jackson-hyung, you really determine to hurt him but it will much fun if Mark hyung really fall in love.” Yugyeom laughed and without realised Mark think about Jinyoung.

Jinyoung Diaries 1:

                I watched him playing basketball and out of all players he was the best for me. I saw him doing the layup and he look so cool. I always want to tell him, he was the best but I will said otherwise. When he will be able to find my feeling, I know he won’t find it. Argh, life as pretentious was hard and the hardest part to keep your feeling. How I wish he would look at me too. I received a winked today and it just made my heartbeat stopped, how can he do that! Anyway, as usual I pray he will look at me and say, he love me too!

Park Jinyoung, it just in your dream!