Mark lazily enter his room, he knows something happen between Jackson and Jinyoung but what should he do, ignore it or face it. Mark lean his head outside the door and took a deep breath to face his best friend.

“Mark hyung…” Yugyeom saw Mark seem like fighting with his own thought to enter his room.

“Oh… Yugyeom…” Mark look at the younger who holding ramen cup.

“Hyung, want to join Bambam & I having supper.” Yugyeom look at Mark and he saw Mark smile and walked toward him.

“Can I spend a night at your room too?” Mark hugged the younger shoulder.

“Aish, I know there was something happen to you.” Yugyeom remember Jackson fierce stare at Jinyoung and Mark.

Yugyeom brought Mark to his room and he saw Bambam surprised with his sudden appearance.

“Mark-hyung, why you here...?” Bambam put down his iPad and look at Mark.

“I just want to have a talked with Yugyeom, can you sleep with Jackson tonight?” Mark suggest and without twice thought Bambam already smile and leave the two.

“It Jinyoung hyung, right?” Yugyeom put the hot water into his ramen cup and Mark laid on Bambam bed.

“Hmm… I don’t know if it just my feeling but I think Jinyoung and Jackson have feeling to each other.” Mark sighed.

“I saw that too, hyung but if you really love Jinyoung hyung you should fight for it and you should know Jackson-hyung will not let Bambam too.” Yugyeom gave Mark a cup of ramen and they sat on the floor.

“Jinyoung not even told me he love me, it only me. Now, that I remember the time he said he will date me, it might just his anger toward Jackson.” Mark took a sip of the ramen soup and gave thumb up to Yugyeom.

“Hyung, Jinyoung hyung not a type of people who hurt people around him. He will rather hurting alone than hurting you or Bambam. I know he somewhat try to accept you and just be patient for his feeling to change hyung.” Yugyeom can see the bright smile on Jinyoung face when Mark being clingy.

“This my first time and it already complicated. I hope I can protect him.” Mark finished his cup and they drink a cup of coffee before shower and sleep.

Jackson finished shower when Bambam enter his room, it somewhat weird, after what he did, now both of them in one room.

“Jackson hyung, Mark hyung said he had something to talk with Yugyeom so he suggest, I sleep with you.” Bambam aware something bothering Jackson and Mark since this morning.

“Okay, wanna sleep on Mark bed or want to sleep with me?” Jackson smile try to act like nothing bother him.

“I miss you.” Bambam hugged the half- Jackson.

“Bambam, I’m a little tired tonight. Later we will do that.” Jackson facing Bambam and peck his lover lips.

“Did something about Mark hyung and Jinyoung hyung bother you? Did you feel lonely losing Mark hyung to Jinyoung hyung or you miss to fight with Jinyoung hyung?” Bambam utter the scariest question to Jackson and Jackson hugged his cute little boyfriend.

 “It just it felt weird to see them together.” Jackson closed his eyes trying to hold his broken heart.

“Jinyoung hyung was like that too when I date you last time, I saw him look at us with gloomy eyes but he said he love me so that’s why he scared if you hurt me.” Bambam remember that day he asked Jinyoung if he do not want him to couple with Jackson.

“Maybe I feel the same.” Jackson have to agree he worried but he not like Jinyoung worried about his bestfriend but he worried about Jinyoung. When he heard Jinyoung confess today, it like his feeling to Jinyoung develop again.

“Just give Jinyoung hyung time, he might yet to accept Mark hyung and you know Mark hyung popular with his playboy type. I know you and Jinyoung hyung hate each other but Jinyoung hyung will not hurt anyone.” Bambam ensure Jackson and he free their hugged.

“Yes, Jinyoung is your bestfriend and beloved hyung so you will surely on his side.” Jackson tease Bambam to avoid any doubt feeling.

“Of course, actually I not even want to give him to Mark hyung but when I thought about how he accept you I learn to accept Mark hyung too.” Bambam lay on Jackson bed.

“Mark hyung seem like he really love Jinyoung.” Jackson bring Bambam to his hugged and kiss the younger forehead. ‘I love Bambam but I love Jinyoung too’ Jackson want to hugged Jinyoung just likes how Mark did it today.

                Morning come and Jinyoung when to wake up Mark, he want to meet Mark as soon as he woke up. Jinyoung knocked the door but he shocked when he saw Bambam who the one open the door. His heart still have that little pain feeling to imagine Bambam and Jackson sleep together.

“Yah.., how can you sleep here?” Jinyoung acted like protective brother.

“Ah… hyung, it hurt. Your boyfriend kicked me from my room since he have a deep talked with his beloved dongsaeng!” Bambam pushed Jinyoung hand from his ears.

“Oh… he sleep with Yugyeom? Why?” Jinyoung felt weird but then he bite his lips. ‘Did he tried to avoid, Jackson?’ Jinyoung sighed.

“Hyung, are you jealous? Aigoo, Yugyeom not even reach the same level as you.” Bambam pinched his beloved hyung cheek.

“Yah… I want to wake him up. Bye.” Jinyoung pushed Bambam hand and wanted to leave to Yugyeom room but Bambam hold his hand.

“You stay inside here, since I will wake him up and I’m going to change too.” Bambam pushed Jinyoung to Mark bed and he left him.

Jackson was sleeping on his bed, Jinyoung look at his calm face and he smile. If he and Jackson can sort everything earlier, will they end up dating each other? Jinyoung kneel down near Jackson bed and touch Jackson hair that fall on his forehead.

“Did I make your heartbeat fast?” Jackson hold Jinyoung hand and he look at the Jinyoung’s pale face.

“Sorry…” Jinyoung want to pull his hand from Jackson gripped but Jackson dragged him to the bed.

“Having fun dating Mark hyung?” Jackson hate the fact Jinyoung come to meet Mark.

“Jackson let me go, Mark hyung will come.” Jinyoung pushed Jackson but Jackson was too strong.

“Good, so he will not avoid me and face the fact we love each other.” Jackson tried to kiss Jinyoung when he sat on top of him.

“Jackson, please don’t make thing complicated. Let me go!” Jinyoung plead.

“Yah….” Mark open the door and he saw what he afraid the most.

“Mark hyung…” Jinyoung surprised and when he felt Jackson lose his gripped, Jinyoung stood and Mark dragged him outside.

“What is this Jinyoung?” Mark stopped in the middle of stair and squat down.

“Hyung, I want wake you up but Bambam suddenly bring me inside and…” Jinyoung stopped when he saw Mark stood up and look at him with painful eyes.

“and…you cannot hold yourself so you ended up doing that? Jinyoung, I love you and Jackson was my best friend. How can I choose between both of you? I think I need time too.” Mark left Jinyoung and what he don’t know Jinyoung cried.

“Why you throw me away after you said you love me, Mark hyung.” Jinyoung do not want to back to his room, Jaebum will shot him with non-stop question if he back with his crying face. Jinyoung choose to practice dance alone.

It dinner time, Jaebum surprised when Mark just come with Jackson and Bambam. Jinyoung said he will cheer Mark basketball practice today and that’s why he just went to date with Youngjae alone.

“Mark, where Jinyoung?” Jaebum asked and that made Mark and Jackson look at each other.

“He not back to his room this morning?” Mark asked and he received a nodded from Jaebum.

“Didn’t you said, after jogged, he said he not feeling well so he not come to practice today?” Bambam look at Mark.

“I will look after him, just keep going first.” Mark picked his bag but Jaebum grabbed his arm.

“Tell me what happen?” Jaebum was angry everyone could feel the serious tone.

“That not important now, I need to find him first and I will tell you later.” Mark sighed and yanked Jaebum hand.

                Mark can only think about one place and he head to that place. He slow his step when he heard the music from the dance room. He watched Jinyoung dance and he felt painful that Jinyoung not just dance but cried. Jinyoung fall because his leg gave up after non-stop dance, but his heart was yet to understand what he did wrong and why he have to be the one who always get hurt in the end. When Jinyoung want to stand and dance again, a hand stopped him from behind and he turned.

“Stop hurting yourself.” Mark squat in front of Jinyoung and he wiped the younger tears.

“Why you come?” Jinyoung try to stand but his leg not able to stand anymore.

“..because I love you and I cannot deny it, it make me crazy to think something bad happen to you.” Mark get Jinyoung bag and piggy back him.

“You won’t throw me away again right?” Jinyoung put his head on Mark shoulder.

“Sorry, to push you away this morning. I was angry and I cannot stop think about you today and I our coach scolded me enough today.” Mark want Jinyoung to know it, to know he never leave his mind and heart.

“I love you, hyung.” Jinyoung muttered. When Mark told him he needed time this morning, he felt his heart broke into piece. He really anticipated a day with Mark but when Mark reject his absent, then he know it not a feeling of friend anymore, it love and it hurt as if being dump.

“Can you said it again, babe?” Mark cannot believe Jinyoung will said it.

“I love you. I’m sorry for being late to recognise my feeling to you.” Jinyoung kiss Mark nape.

“I love you too, Park Jinyoung.” Mark enter the cafeteria and their friends just watched how Mark piggy back the tired Jinyoung.

“I will bring your food, okay.” Mark put Jinyoung on chair beside Jaebum who yet too cool down from his anger.

“What is this? Being all work out and need someone to carry you here?” Jaebum gave Jinyoung his water but still muttered nagging at his brother.

“Thanks hyung, I’m sorry. I would not do this again, promise.” Jinyoung show his pinky finger and Jaebum accept the promise.

“Don’t make me worried anymore.” Jaebum hugged Jinyoung and kissed the younger forehead.

“Ommo, this melodrama.” Youngjae feed Jaebum with food and they laughed except Jackson.

“Babe, sorry can we share one tray?” Mark come with food and Jinyoung nodded.

“Seem like you will feed me today?” Jinyoung teased Mark.

“I can feed you every day if you want it.” Mark pecked Jinyoung lips.

“Argh… they should stay in different table.”Yugyeom feel chilling looking at how Mark treat Jinyoung.

“Say…ah…” Mark said to Jinyoung and the younger laughed before open his mouth.

“I’m sorry and I love you.” Mark wipes Jinyoung lips.

“I love you too.” Jinyoung munched his food but he really love how Mark being lovely.

“I love you, Youngjae.” Jaebum imitate and Yugyeom and Bambam laughed.

“Jaebum can I stay with Jinyoung tonight?” Jaebum shocked and he just nodded even though it hard for him to leave his brother to Mark the playboy.

“So, I will sleep with Jackson hyung again. Yugyeom just give our room to Youngjae and Jaebum hyung. You can get to know Chansung more and I bet his kiss still linger in your head.” Bambam teased his best friend who get kiss from Chansung during Mark and Jinyoung cafeteria event.

“Jackson, you so quiet today?” Jaebum aware of Jackson silent and it make him assume something happen between Mark and Jackson too.

“I just yet to adapt with Jinyoung being so lovely and it make me want to puke.” Jackson look at Jinyoung and they met each other eyes.

“If I count how many time I want to puke when I saw you being lovey dovey with Bambam I think even the star on the sky not enough.” Jinyoung lashed back.

“Now, it start again.” Bambam tired with his lover and favourite hyung fight.

Their relationships look good in the outside but the secret in their heart no one know.

“Sorry, I make you piggy back me till my room.” Jinyoung look at Mark who now took off his shoes.

“It the only thing I can do, at least after I make you like this.” Mark put Jinyoung shoes away and sat next to the younger.

“I’m sorry for what I did this morning, it true when I was looking at Jackson make my heart flutter again but I did know it not the same as before.” Jinyoung take Mark’s hand and hold it.

“I know, it must be hard to forget someone you love. I understand it when I try to forget you today.” Mark now pushed Jinyoung to lay down.

“I love you, Hyung.” Jinyoung closed his eyes when Mark slowly come to him.

“I love you too. Don’t leave me Jinyoung and please love me.” Mark whispered to Jinyoung ears.

“Hmm…” that night Jinyoung forget to write his diary and enjoyed the way Mark caress him. If this what people said about make love, he can fall in love with Mark repeatedly.