Mark enter the dance room that empty after Jaebum and Yugyeom left. He sat in the middle of the dance floor and laying down on the dance floor, closed his eyes with his hands. He acted likes nothing when Jinyoung leave the school the day after they fight and it likes the event not affected him. Mark cried and remember how much he love looking at Jinyoung dancing there and hugged him after the younger finished his practice. That become Mark habit to stop by at dance room before leave for dinner. He missed Jinyoung so much but he know what happen cannot return. Mark grabbed his bag but he heard Jaebum voice coming from the door.

“Oh… Hello Jinyoung, sorry I was with Bambam just now so I have to run from him.” Jaebum enter the dance room after running from Bambam.

“Jinyoung, please stop doing stupid thing!” Jaebum shout and Mark keep hiding while listening to the next conversation.

“I miss you and Mark was happy here, no need for you to worry about him.” Jaebum tone down and Mark can feel that Jaebum really worried about Jinyoung.

“Can you just comeback? You just do not want what happen to you happen to Mark, right?” Jaebum respect Jinyoung decision but sometime the younger just make people hate the way he care too much. Mark wonder what happen to Jinyoung that make the younger worried it happen to him too.

“Take care Jinyoungie, you know my family always accept you with open heart. You hate hospital right?” Jaebum laughed but Mark shocked with the word hospital.

“Enjoy your dance school and New York hottie.” Jaebum ended the call and left.

                Mark was thinking about so many thing on his way to cafeteria, what Jinyoung do not want it to happen to Mark? Why Jinyoung in hospital and what the younger do in New York? Mark eat with his friend but all he did was thinking about Jinyoung and the food just feel plain. Jackson look at Mark and he know something bother Mark because he ignore their conversation, then he hit the older head.

“Wake up! What are you thinking so hard about?” Jackson felt weird, Mark just touch his head and finish eat his food.

“Hey, you finished?” Jaebum asked and Mark just nodded. This first time since Jinyoung leave Mark lost his appetite.

“Did something happen to Mark hyung?” Bambam asked Jackson but Jackson just shook his head.

“This first time since Jinyoung hyung left he acted so weak.” Yugyeom look at Mark who left the cafeteria.

“It not worth to miss him.” Bambam stop eat and about to leave but Jackson cannot help but hold Bambam wrist.

“Since, Mark not here I think it the best time for Jaebum and I confess to all of you what happen last two month.” Jackson look at Jaebum and the older just nodded agree to stop make Jinyoung the one at fault.

“I was the one who upload the diary and Jinyoung was the one who put the diary on Mark bed, Jinyoung write the diaries to make Mark leave him and stop loving him. Jinyoung meet me that night and told me that Mark parent not accept their relationship and they know Mark was so in love with Jinyoung so rather than force Mark they asked Jinyoung to leave Mark. Jinyoung was now in New York, since he accept the offered to enter dance school. I’m sorry Bambam for keeping this from you but I was waiting for the right time.” Jackson saw Bambam eyes full with tears and he hugged Bambam.

“Why, Jinyoung hyung not fight for his love. Can he be a little bit greedy or at least told Mark hyung about it.” Yugyeom bite his lips, he did not know how to act with the truth his listen to.

“Jinyoung, he was abandoned by his parent after they know he was gay during his first year.” Jaebum open up the secret that Jinyoung never told to anyone aside him.

“Jaebum hyung… that’s a lie right? He always back to hometown during semester break?” Youngjae asked and everyone waiting for Jaebum answer.

“That just his acted, he will back to school at night and stay here. Sometime, when Youngjae back to his hometown, I will invite him to my house but most of time he stay in school. He was lucky to be one of scholarship student. So, now I hope all of you will understand why he do not want to fight with Mark’s parent.” Jaebum word make all of them cried, how much Jinyoung hold himself and still being that lovely hyung to his dongsaeng.

“I was doing all the bad things to that poor friend.” Jackson sobbed.

“He was happy with us but now he was alone, I worried about him.” Jaebum sighed.

“Did he called you just now, hyung?” Bambam look at Jaebum and Jaebum nodded.

“He was in hospital and if I count in this two month it his third time admitted because of fatigue and he miss Mark so much.” Jaebum shared everything he know about Jinyoung.

“Argh… I want to call him. Can you give me his number? We almost come to end of semester break maybe I can ask my mom to visit him.” Bambam smile and Jackson being lovely asked to bring him too if he want to go.

“I bet he will be happy if we make a surprised visit.” Youngjae suggest and all of them agree to visit Jinyoung in this semester break.

                Jinyoung look at the white and bored room, he open his social media and he saw Mark update his status.

Mark Tuan

Tell me you love me even it a lie. Just one more time….or you won’t see me again in this world!

Jinyoung shocked he want to comment at Mark status but did Mark talked about him. A few minute after that one girl comment.

Min

I love you Mark, your mom just show me our engagement ring.

Jinyoung sighed, he should know Mark have family and he will not going to be someone who break the family. He click unfriend Mark and close his lappy. Jinyoung tired crying over Mark but what can he do, it his own choice to leave Mark. Mark parent already told him about Mark fiancé and they plan to engage both of them end of this year, which is just few more week away. Jinyoung look at his phone cover, the last photo of him and Mark before he leave that morning.

“I miss you so much babe.” Jinyoung talked to the air.

When he about to lay down, Junho come and they talked about having performance in LA with one of school there. Jinyoung just smile think about LA, it Mark hometown and Mark could be there too at that time since it school break. Jinyoung at least want to take a peek of the older face if he get chance. It an excellent opportunity and he was thankful for the chance.

“So, you will join us right ace?” Junho pinched Jinyoung cheek.

“Yah, it hurt… yes, but you are our ace not me.” Jinyoung smile at Junho the first friend he make when he come to his new school.

“Jinyoung, you are my ace.” Junho leave before Jinyoung hit him.

LA, I hope I can meet you there.

                Mark look at his friend list and no more Jinyoung and he know the younger just unfriend him. Jinyoung, what you kept from me and how much it worth until he have to stay in New York just to avoid it happen to me. Mark saw Jackson and Bambam enter his room, Mark want to left to shower but Bambam hugged him.

“Hyung, I’m sorry for my entire childish act and I hope you can be happy.” Mark feel weird but he just smile maybe the younger thought he angry with him just now.

“Mark hyung, you never told us that you will get engage?” Jackson asked after Mark finished shower.

“Ah… You know it meant nothing to me.” Mark sat on his bed and play with his ipad.

“You still love Jinyoung right?” Jackson look at Mark.

“I do but what the point to love someone who never love me and more than that he love you who is my best friend.” Mark closed his iPad and pulled his blanket.

“erm… we are planning to go to New York this semester break. Do you want to join us?” Jackson acted as natural as he can.

“Ah… nope thanks I will have my engagement day this break.” Mark know something wrong, New York… Did they planned to visit Jinyoung, even if yes how can they make Bambam and Jackson agree to join them. What actually Jaebum know!

                The semester break come, Mark back to LA while the other member change their schedule to LA too but different flight from Mark since Jinyoung have competition at one of the school there. Jackson only told Bambam that the school that Jinyoung will compete with is Joey school, which is Mark little brother school and he excited to know if Mark will come or not. Mark in the other hand just ignore all the preparation for his engagement day. Min was his childhood friend and they was close to each other. Min also know about Jinyoung and she know how much Jinyoung meant to Mark. She actually reject the engagement because she know Mark has someone but when Mark call her one night told about what happen to his relationship, she agree to be Mark fiancé.

“Mark, are you okay with this?” Min asked and Mark smile.

“I’m okay, at least I engage with my best friend not someone I don’t even know.” Mark patted Min hair.

“Jinyoung, what happen to him?” Min asked and Mark face look gloomy.

“I don’t know he just left after what happen between us.” Mark stand and get the basketball ball.

“You miss him right?” Min grabbed the ball from Mark and he saw Mark nodded.

“I miss him till I feel like dying.” Mark took a deep breathed.

“I will go inside first, Mama might need me.” Min walked and she smile since Mark still being honest to her.

Min stopped to step inside the house when he heard Papa Tuan and Mama Tuan seem like have a little discussion.

“This is just wrong Papa, Mark was hurt. I saw he lost his weight after Jinyoung left and he seem like a dead person who have no feeling.” Mrs. Tuan cried.

“I already asked you before are you sure want to ask Jinyoung to leave Mark. You threat him, how can he not leave Mark when you said you will disowned Mark. Now, we not even know what Jinyoung lie to Mark and leave him like that.” Mr. Tuan hugged his wife, it was their decision but Mark was the one who get hurt.

“I make a mistake, Papa. I thought Mark will accept it like his previous relationship. I do not know Jinyoung will leave big impact to him.” Mrs. Tuan know Mark was playboy and he will not get hurt whatever happen when his relationship end. She did not know that Jinyoung was Mark true love.

“Don’t worry Mama, you still have chance to fix this.” Min smile from the door.

“Min…” Mrs. Tuan look at Min.

“Mark love Jinyoung but the only problem now, he do not know where Jinyoung go.” Min happy at least she can unite Mark with his lover again.

“Min, how about you?” Mr. Tuan asked, he know Min always love Mark.

“I love him but what important to me was Mark happiness and it Jinyoung. So, now we gonna push this preparation away and let join Joey dance competition.” Min admit it hurt but it also make her happy.

“Mark, let go.” Mr. Tuan called Mark and in the car Mrs. Tuan told Mark what they talked to Jinyoung and Mark just able to laugh since he hate Jinyoung for what his parent did.

“We will find Jinyoung for you again Mark.” Mrs. Tuan promised and held his older son hand.

“if we really meant to be together I will meet him again.” Mark smile, he know his mom thought was her right as a mom but he hate the fact he not fully trust Jinyoung love.

Jinyoung and his team bowed to their competitor team, it a friendly matched but the tension was there. Jinyoung look at one of the competitor team member, he think he saw that face before but he cannot recall where he saw it. Joey look at someone from the other team and he recognised that face, his brother lover and the one his brother just told him lost from his track. Joey grabbed his phone about to send a message to Mark but the MC called their team. Joey spotted his family on the front seat, he smile and wink at Mark. Mark laughed when he saw the disgusting wink from Joey.

“Hey, do your best.” Joey patted Jinyoung shoulder after his performance.

“Next let enjoy our friend from New York team.” Jinyoung and his team enter, they bowed but when Jinyoung look up his eyes met Mark and his family eyes. This not a dream, both Jinyoung and Mark surprised but Jinyoung ended his performance beautifully.

“Jinyoung…I miss you.” Mark muttered and his tears fall. Mrs. Tuan lean his head on Mr. Tuan.

“Okay, next event let welcome lucky audience to dance with our New York friend according to the theme. Any volunteer?” The MC asked and Mark raised his hand.

“Oh Tuan family, wow who the lucky dancer? Tuan family is one of the respectable family here.” The MC look at Mark who walked on stage and walked to NY team. Jinyoung slowly went to the back to leave the stage but Mark grabbed his hand.

“Dance with me!” Mark dragged Jinyoung out to the middle of the stage.

“Romantic Theme! Romantic Theme!” Mark look at the group of voice and he saw his friends was there cheer for them. Jaebum and Jackson was the most excited cheer team, while Bambam already full with tears.

“Wowo… Romantic theme? Will it okay with you, Mr. Tuan?” the MC want the confirmation but Mark just bring Jinyoung waist toward him. All audience shout at them and the music start to play.

“Where are you going, babe?” Mark whispered to Jinyoung ears.

“New York, run from my embarrassed story.” Jinyoung lead the dance he try to back facing and being far from Mark since Mark parent was there but Mark grabbed his waist and they are in back hugged position.

“My parent told me everything and they accept you now.” Mark let Jinyoung know and he throw Jinyoung before bring him back and locked their hand while faced each other.

 “I miss you so much, hyung” Jinyoung not able to say anything anymore.

“I miss you to my love.” Mark and Jinyoung cried in each other arm.

“Don’t leave me again, I really think about killing my….” Mark cut by Jinyoung sudden kiss.

“No, don’t hurt yourself because of me.” Jinyoung pulled away but what he got was another passionate kiss from Mark and Mark just smile at him.

“Should we runaway now?” Mark suggest and Jinyoung smile shyly forgot the fact they was people watching them.

“Let go…” Mark hold Jinyoung hand and leave the hall while all audience awe with their dramatic end.