"So, how was it?" Jay saw me walked into the cafeteria and walked towards me. I seriously have no mood for the greeting anymore. Why do I need to suffer this kind of things?! A heartbreak is hurt enough, why do I need to face it again? "Rin?" Jay bend down and looked at me concernedly. He leads me out from the cafeteria. He stopped at an empty hallway and waited for me to speak up. "Jay, help me!! I seriously don't know what to do anymore. Guiltiness takes over me." Tears just can't stop streaming down. Why am I so stupid that I just only think about myself. "What's wrong?" Jay asked concernedly. How am I going to tell him that what Sandara have told me? Guilt wash over me. "I...I...Sandara has t...told me what have happened to Ji Yong during the 5 years after I leave Korea. What am I going to do? Jay, help me. It looks like I have blame wrong on him. It was always have been my jealousy that makes me made a wrong decision. I shouldn't have doubted our relationship. I'm the one that should have to blame on!!" After splitting everything to Jay, I cried louder. Why am I that stupid, why Sandara have to tell me all the truth. The more I think back what Sandara told me, the more I felt guilty to Ji Yong. How am I going to face him after this? I just started to accept him and now reality hit me hard once again. "Jay, why?! Please tell me why?! Why is she telling me all this now?!" Jay hug me tightly. Jay tries to smooth my emotion down but that's not helping at all. "Hey, Rin. L