It's been so fricken long like i'm deadass nearly 17 now and I wrote this when I was 13 or 12 I think Bruh... ANyways my english is defo better and everything so yeaaaaaaaaaaaa idk this all seems a bit cringey now but I'll give it my best to write it. 

In loving memory of Jonghyun, Rest in Peace. 

Amber POV

I don't know what to do anymore... Conflicted with my feelings I feel for both sisters, I'm stuck. Finding out that my ex cheated for the sake of her parents and now dating her sister is definitely a fat up. 

"Amber, please don't do this."

I'm in a bar with Minho. He's my bestfriend and I needed him. Or so I thought.

"YOU ED ME OVER SO HARD." I screamed.

"Amber I'm so sorry I didn't know I wasn't thinking straight."

"I ing hate everyone, I hate everything!"

"Amber you're DRUNK!"

"SHUT UP I'M LEAVING" I stood up and tried to leave. Minho grabs me.

"This isn't a way to solve anything, Getting drunk acting like an idiot won't get you anywhere further. It will only hold you back." he sternly says.

"I don't need your advice, I don't even know why I called you. To be honest I thought maybe because you're my bestfriend you could help me work things out, but seeing your face only makes me hate you more. How reckless you were to go along with Krystal's plans. NOW LOOK AT HER, SHE'S IN A HOSPITAL WITH TUBES SHOVED UP HER ING NOSE! YOU THINK I LIKE SEEING THAT?"

".." He's silent but his eyes says it all, he was genuinely sorry and hurt, but I refused to say anything. 

I stormed out, stumbling as I try to push people out of my way. My mind is full, I don't know where I'm going. But somehow my feet takes me to one certain place I should never enter.

*DING DONG*

"." I said under my breath, my legs were getting heavy and my eyes keep rolling around. I can't even focus.

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"Hello-"

"Mr. Jung."

He