Heavy breaths could be heard all over the room, rapidly, harshly, Amber breathed. Her mind span like a carousel. Her fist were clenched tightly like she was holding onto something dearly, like it was going to go away. Her thoughts were occupied with a certain someone who has been lately bothering her; Jung Soo Jung. Amber's hand made it's way to the bottle of pills, eagerly shaking it, pills start to fall into her hands, not caring. She shoved them in and took a big gulp of beer to drown it down . She grunted and started to walk around before slumping herself onto the table with her head in between her hands. Being the confused, vulnerable person she is right now, she decided that drugging herself and drinking would solve the fact that she IS still in love with her, in fact she never stopped. She thought she did. 

"I loved her."  Amber mumbles to herself.

Realizing that she still loves her, she decided to tell herself that no, she didn't. That 'love' she had once felt for the oh so dearly Krystal Jung was gone, and now her main focus is now Jessica Jung. Maybe dating the sibling of her 'old' lover wasn't the best Idea but now she has no choice but continue this 'true love' she feels for Jessica.

She thought she had fallen for Jessica, but as she went through the process of dating the older Jung, she did not realize what pain it has caused Krystal to have. 

And seeing Krystal at that