Yoongi stared at the person before him worriedly. He might appeared like a person who did not give a about people around him, but he actually the kind of person who would notice even the   smallest change in people around him. He’s an observer. A silent observer. 

"What’s wrong with you, Namjoon-ah?" Yoongi asked carefully. He tried not to look too concern about the person whose back facing him, just for the sake of his image. It was really hard for Yoongi, really, because if there was a person who’s stole his attention lately, it would be Namjoon. "You look so out of it these days." 

"I’m okay." Namjoon answered. Back still facing Yoongi and it made Yoongi a little bit annoyed. Never once Namjoon ignored him like this. No matter how tired or how upset Namjoon was, he always gave Yoongi his full attention. 

"Like I would believe your ." Yoongi answered back. He knew Namjoon was lying to him. The younger has been avoiding him not only at on-cam activity but also off-cam. He didn’t even show up in the studio when Yoongi was there. And at some point, it made him upset yet worried. "You’ve been avoiding me, Namjoon and I really hate it when I don’t know the reason of it." added Yoongi. Voice full of venom in every word he said.

Namjoon stopped what he did and spun around so that he was facing his hyung. He let out a heavy sigh and then stared at Yoongi right in his eyes. And it made Yoongi shivered for some odd reasons. “I’m tired hyung,” said Namjoon. “Why is it so hard to love you, hyung?” 

"Do you even care about me at all?" Namjoon asked Yoongi quitely. His voice full of sadness. And it somewhat made Yoongi’s heart hurt. He loved Namjoon really, but it was hard for him to show it to Namjoon. "You always talk and spend more time with the others but me. What am I to you, hyung?" whispered Namjoon. Eyes never left Yoongi’s.

Because Yoongi didn’t know what to say, he kissed Namjoon. Slow at first then more intense when the later kissed him back. He linked his hands around Namjoon’s neck and Namjoon carried him to their working table. They kissed for God knows how long, only stopped when their lungs screamed for oxygen.

"I know you’ll do that," Namjoon whispered. Their forehead pressed together and Yoongi still had a difficulty to breath after the kiss. "What?" Yoongi asked, confused.

"The kiss," answered Namjoon. Yoongi only stared as if asking his lover why. And the younger knew what the older meant. "You only do that when you see me hurt, hyung."

And at that day, Yoongi knew that maybe, he’s hurt Namjoon enough and he made himself a promise to treat him better. Because he did not want to hurt Namjoon anymore for he loved the younger more than the world ever knew. 

Namjoon needs to know that he means the world for Yoongi. 

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a.n : I'm bad at title so pardon me with a corny title.