Talking about feeling is hard
This is weird
Why do I get upset when you're happily talking with others , liking their pictures and commenting on their post but never saw past me ( cryptic laughter )
Its funny that we're not a thing
So why do I get affected instead?
Lately , I can tell something is not right just from your IG post
I wonder what can I do to make you feel better? 
Cant lie to myself
But I know where I stand
All the greatness in you that you just simply had
Make me realized that I had no right to like you ( Its not because I'm not confident )
But I do know that 
There are many people who are waiting in line just for you
Secretly ,I have been wanting to text you but my mind have been fighting the urge to do so
What am I supposed to do?
With you in my thoughts
My mind is racing and my pulse is pacing 
Why dont you figure my shy heart out ?