Life has it's challenges

All alone in this room

Full of painful thoughts

Feeling so lonely

As I close my eyes and drifted away 

So tired of feeling this way

Breathless life

Coming back to everyday like it doesn't really matter anymore

Self contained struggles 

Over working mind

One more day and I''l go insane 

Nothing really makes me happy

Not even all of these beautiful words anymore

I just need someone who truly understand

But I guess life itself is some kind of a pain

Was trapped by my own secrets 

Slowly ,

Everything darkened to an emptiness

I fight so hard against these thoughts

But I guess some kind of pain was too much 

That it just turned invisible

No one really saw me  ( saw it coming )

As if I was born to disappear

One day ,some day , I'l be a memory

Why do I feel so much?

Love so much?

Hurt so much?

To  just fake it ( happiness )

Fake it 

Till I feel it

Do you feel the pain?

Are you in trouble trouble trouble?

Is it hard to even  sleep?

Did you fake it? ( Just like me )

Fake it 

Just like me

Fake it

Till you forget it 

Fake it 

Fake it