How can you express something that isn't there? The best that I can do is my best Sometimes I push myself because I thought I was doing myself a favour Can't hide in the shadows anymore Let alone run away from the past Expressing myself is never easy Revisiting the past Is like opening my book of secret (the reason why I'm in pain ) I want to share all the things that goes in my head But I'm afraid it will only destroy me There's a distance between my heart and my mind When memories replicate on my pain Will they understand why I choose to leave? In this world that only remember people by its glory Will I ever be accepted for who I am ? Never once healed or forgetten about the past But I know that sometimes you need to attend your own funeral in order to reborn Revisiting the past was never easy But it's something that I need to do in order to close the hole in my heart but I never know how