Have you ever felt so much about waiting before ? Well probably yes but just maybe just maybe not as much as I do. The word waiting itself signify a deep meaning. How deep would it be? Thats for me to know as I'm waiting for what seems to be the impossible. I have never know that wanting something so badly might be a sin . Maybe thats the price to pay for an attachment. Waiting seems to be giving me hope and light when I thought that I would still have the chance. Is it just me or am I really the only one who is abusing it ? Before you could know , time flies, things change, so do people . Maybe over time the heart will too. I hope not but it really does. Waiting was the light to my night but it was also a long dreadful event. Like a gamble with the difference of risking my heart instead of money. Waiting has once pain me deep down hurt me cry me kill me and everything repeatedly. Over the years , I was too tired of waiting only to know that my love for you was so great that I could not stop. If ever dreams are meant to come true i would still choose to wait for only if you know, i'm too scared that it is too real to be true.