We broke apart finally after what felt like hours, I looked up at Baekhyun, a triumphant smirk appeared on his face and I felt my heart sink low into my stomach as the weight of guilt pressed against it. I felt distrusting, wrong, and false, all I wanted to do was runaway as fast as I could to a distant land, perhaps America and just live there until I was old and senile. 



“Promise me that you will not allow Chanyeol to touch you again, I would hate to think that he would ruin you.” I laughed a little at Baekhyuns’ choice of words and moved away from him, creating some distance between us. 

I had to remind myself not to be tempted by his charm, Chanyeol was the only one who I wanted now and Baekhyun could not compare to the way Chanyeol made me feel. I started to walk briskly away from Baekhyun, thinking that perhaps if I created the distance, the temptation to be with him would start to fade. 



However, creating the distance between us made the desire for him grow and burn fiercely inside of me, the desire made my footsteps lessen and slow, as if the desire for him was like a ball and chain. I stopped completely; the wave of guilt pressing down on my heart squeezed it as I heard Baekhyun’s footsteps against the stone, I felt his hand touch my shoulder, the fingers caressing at my neck and cheek.



“Do you want to stay here or be with me Eunji?” Whispered Baekhyun, his words fuelled the fire, I could feel my heart beating erratically at the new option that was presented, I could stay here and wait for Chanyeol, or I could go with Baekhyun, knowing all too well, what he wanted. 

I closed my eyes as Baekhyun walked in front of me; to have him close was tempting enough and I certainly wanted a clear mind when I make a decision. I felt Baekhyuns lips on mine, the familiar softness of his kiss made my arms wrap around him, even though every inch of my brain was screaming at me to stop, to think, I was only list