9 - HSL

He's So Lovable [HIATUS // WRITER'S BLOCK]

"Honey.... Are you awake?" Jinhee heard her mom knocking on the door and just wished the knocking would stop. It was a Monday and she had no practice to attend, she just wanted to decompose.

"Sleeping Omma!" She answered anyway eventhough she was fully awake.

"Come down and have breakfast at least... Are you sick or something?"

"I'll be right out!"

Jinhee grumbled about how naggy her mom was then took her words back, she sort of promised Myungsoo she wouldn't take things like this for granted. Myungsoo's mom was too far away for him to complain about. Speaking of Myungsoo, still no sign of him. She still didn't have the courage to open up the package Miss Shim gave, afraid she might start bawling her eyes out again. The package was neatly tucked beside her night stand and it was almost mocking her to open it up. Not good.

She headed down after showering and plopped herself at the dining table. Her dad and Ji Young were already out for work so it was mother-daughter bonding time.

"How's Myungsoo dear?" Her mom asked while placing a bowl of congee infront of her.

"Good"

"He doesn't come around often... Super busy huh?"

"Yeah"

"You both okay...?"

"Yes Omma. Can i just eat please?" Jinhee's voice started cracking and she didn't want to continue talking about Myungsoo.

"Alright... If you need to talk, i'm here..."

She nodded and continue eating, not wanting to continue anymore. It was going to take time to move on but she had to do it. It was stupid to be crying over him when he's out there enjoying with Se Na or god knows what he's doing outside. It's like she doesn't even know who he is anymore. Once she as done eating, Jinhee headed back up to her room and took the package, placing it on her bed. It was time to go through the damn thing and put it aside and donate to charity or burn it. Whichever is applicable.

The first item she picked up was a couple tshirt, with a drawing of the both of them. Jinhe giggled a little, at how big their heads were and how small their legs were. Myungsoo would've hated this. There were lots of drawings - water paint, crayon, pencil all sorts. Myungsoo sure had super talented and nice fans. Few more collages, some with pictures Jinhee herself hasn't even seen before. There were pictures of them walking in the park, having pancakes at Sinchon. This was harder than she thought. Jinhee placed all the items neatly back in the box and sealed them up properly taping it over and over again. She carried it over to a small store room in their house and marked the box as unused stuff.

"Omma..... Should i start considering to debut under an agency?" Jinhee sat next to her mom was knitting.

"Do you want to go back to ANA?"

"NO! I mean.. Ehem. No, maybe not ANA..."

"Why not?"

"Myungsoo likes someone else Omma..." She replied quietly as her tears started to fall again.

"Oh dear..." Her mom put down the knitting stuffs and brought her head onto her lap, trying to comfort her. "Should I hate him too then?"

Jinhee laughed a little and nodded her head.

~

M: Hey chubs...
M: Chubs can we meet? We need to talk...
M: I just need your opinion...
M: Do you think Se Na likes getting cosmetics as presents?
M: Chubs are you really that busy?
M: Yah we promised to always answer on the third ring! WHERE ARE YOU!
M: That's it. I'm coming over wether you like it or not!

~

M: Yah how could you not tell me you've gone to Japan?
M: Is something wrong? Are you okay?
M: I'm sorry i havent been in contact
M: When you come back you have to call me okay?
M: Chubs i really need a friend right now... Please call me...

~

Myungsoo paced back and forth the practice room waiting anxiously for Jinhee to reply. It's been two weeks already how long was she going to stay in Japan? Was she planning to debut there or something? She must have told her parents about their last encounter, they weren't as warm as they used to be. To be honest it broke him a little inside when he saw how she looked at him hugging SeNa. But Jinhee was a strong girl, she should've gotten over this a long time ago. 

"Myungsoo? We need to go record your song right now..." Se Na said as she stepped inside the room.

"Oh. Right. Yeah sure, okay"

"Did you see the news? Dispatch caught Jinhee on a 'supposed' date with some guy..." 

"WHAT!" Myungsoo halted in his tracks and searched on naver. "When did this happened?!"

"The news just came out like 30 minutes ago, everyone is going cray cray.. And i'm guessing including you huh?"

"Sh... She can't date him!" 

"And why not?"

"Because I said so!"

"Not to be rude but, isn't she just a friend? Didn't you ask me to give you a chance?"

"Y... Yeah.. b.. But..."

"Don't worry, it's probably just rumours.."

M: BAEK JINHEE I DEMAND ANSWERS RIGHT NOW
M: WTF ARE U THINKING?!
M: WHO THE HELL IS THAT ANYWAY! AREN'T I THE ONLY GUY IN YOUR LIFE BESIDES APPA?!
M: YAH BAEK JINHEE YOU BETTER ANSWER MY CALLS!

~

"He's in denial isn't he... Myungsoo has no clue at all he's in love. His idea of love is courting a girl making her fall for him. He doesn't know love comes in all different ways" Hyun Wook said over the phone with Ji Young.

"And you're just worried Se Na might fall for him too"

"Yah, we're discussing about Myungsoo, not me"

"What did you call me up for actually?"

"Myungsoo needs a partner for Immortal Song. Just one performance"

"There's Ahreum right? Or just use Se Na"

"I need someone to boost Myungsoo's image a little. Please?"

"You're asking me?"

"Your sister you pabo!"

"You know she would absolutely refuse"

"Just this once. Please... I promise I'll stop asking her to come back to ANA"

"You owe me. Big time"

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Debbiemo48 #1
Chapter 16: Finally an update :)
jaedrug
#2
Chapter 14: Just your best friend? Oh c'mon, Myungsoo, I know you can do better than that. LOL! Yeah, I totally agree with the fans. They need to sing one song together. Hehe!
NS_Whitelily
#3
Story is really beautiful ..... :)
jaedrug
#4
Chapter 12: My heart breaks for Jinhee. T^T It's obvious that she's hurting. I don't know what to do with Myungsoo anymore. If one day Jinhee comes back with someone by her side, he better not regret it.
exotichunhan
#5
Chapter 12: Can i like... Marry zac?? Jks! But I love him too much!!
Syahmi_Kim
#6
Chapter 9: OMG author I can't get enough!!!
Syahmi_Kim
#7
Chapter 9: this is so cute
jaedrug
#8
Chapter 9: Oh my, I was laughing the whole time Myungsoo was panicking over Jinhee's dating rumor. >.< He'll now probably realize that Jinhee's an attractive girl and that someone's bound to show some interest in her. Poor Myung. LOL! I don't know why but I feel happy knowing that he's suffering.
jaedrug
#9
Chapter 8: I understand that Myungsoo's trying to be a friend to Sena, since she clearly needs one at the moment. However, I wonder if he's really prepared to lose whatever he has with Jinhee because this will surely push her farther than she'd ever been with him emotionally. I hope Myungsoo's ready to say goodbye to Jinhee because I think she just did.
jaedrug
#10
Chapter 7: That's what he gets for being so selfish. I understand that he doesn't want to share her with other people because he feels somewhat possessive of her. But still, Myungsoo doesn't have the right to make her feel like she doesn't deserve to be in the musical. She's having it tough already with him telling her not to like him, and reminding her every time that it's just impossible between them. Myungsoo's being mean and he doesn't even realize it. If Jinhee gets close to someone or falls for someone then I can only blame Myungsoo for pushing her away.