Dear diary,


How can my life change in a blink of an eye?


I love her, I always do and now I realize that I love her even more than I used to be.


Yeah, I admit I was a jerk, so is this some kind of punishment?


My bad karma is bouncing back to me, is it?


Is it because I hurt her so much?


But its okay now,


I guess its better late than never.


I will take this as a chance given by God to compensate all the bad things I did to her.


I’ll never let go of her, Never.


Sunye, it wouldn’t matter how long it’ll take for you to remember me again but I will not let go of you again, Ever!


It doesn’t matter if you wake up every morning and forget about me though we sleep together the night before.


It doesn’t matter if I have to make you fall in love with me every day.


Because I love you Sunye and all that I can give you now is my unconditional love.


I will try my best to make you remember me one day.


Yes one day you will remember me as your best friend, your lover and your fiancé.


Although, I will only have 365 days for you to recall your memory and remember me before it will forever be erased...


Still I will give my very best and that the first thing you get from me every morning will be my kiss


Until the day you remember me again, Sunye.

*~*~*