Present time: Amber's POV

"where do broken hearts go?", I asked my reflection in the mirror. She smiled at me, sadly.

"hey pathetic creatures, it's been two and a half years, yet you still not moving on... Oh com'on!", my reflection said to me

"oh look who's talking... Have you seen yourself? Huh, and I'm not pathetic, you're the pathetic one here.!", I replied

"know what? Just ask Rihanna", she suggested

"Rihanna? Ask what?"

"ask her where is that 'hopeless place'. She said, 'we found love in a hopeless place' so find that hopeless place"

Wow! I think my reflection is very genius!!! And I think I'm crazy... We'll this is my hobby for the last two and a half years, I've been talking to myself every time I feel alone...

This is me, hopeless and pathetic...

I fixed myself and off to work. I should spend my day productively... Maybe a busy day will help me not to think of her.

Please just for today...

I'm tired but I can't let her go. Not until she will say that in my face.

I love her and will always be. I'll be loyal to her until the day we will meet again.

Maybe that time, I have enough courage to tell her how sorry I am, that I'm the numb, that I'm the selfish one not her.

Maybe that time, I can ask her for one more chance, chance to prove myself that even though I screwed up everything, I'm worthy for her forgiveness.

Maybe that time, I can finally tell her...

"I'm sorry. I was carried away"

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Flashback:

***well, flashback, maybe in the next chapter.. Hehe