I wait for jonghyun outside my apartment building, sitting on the steps. fiddling with my fingers, nervous. Nervous because I'm scared I will screw things up, and that I will scare jonghyun away. I'm not a people person as you may already know. I don't want to be a people person, I would rather spend my days alone, but deep down that's not what I want. I want to be around as many people as possible to be the center of attention for once. Not the bad center of attention but the good kind. I want boys and girls to look up to me. Not sure what for but I would like it to be somthing. It's normal for people to want to be adored by others. The love that person gives to you, gives you strength for hard times. Or so I read online. I have never felt like that, so I can't state that true at the moment. 

I look up and take in the beauty of the clear sky. The sun was warming me and made me feel like I was in blanket. I wish everyday was like this, but most of the time it was cloudy and foggy. I think today was perfect for getting ice cream, ice cream with a hot boy. Speaking of that hot boy he's walking my way right now. A grin slowly appears on my face. 

"Taemin!" Jonghyun shouts out to me, with a big smile. He waves his hand like a little boy glad to see his best friend. 

"You're a dork." I say when jonghyun jogs up to me. 

"I get that a lot." He laughs and gives me a adorable smile. 

"Ready to go one a ice cream adventure?" Jonghyun says while raising a eyebrow, acting as if he was completely serious.

"Who isn't?" I reply, going along. 

"Hmm well my young chap, we have to be sneaky though, try not to have the ice cream king catch you kidnaping his baby's. " he says while his imaginary beard. I giggle and nod my head. 

"We'll I'm pretty sneaky so no worries." I say with a sly grin. Jonghyun shakes his head with a smile and pulls on my sleeve to follow him.

"Ha, let's go then."

Jonghyun and I walked to the ice cream stand, it wasnt far from my apartment, considering I live in the middle of the city. Things were easy to get to. 

"Mint chocolate please." I say to the man behind the counter full of ice cream. He goes and scopes up the flavor I want and puts in a cone. Jonghyun was next to me his chocolate flavored icecream. Quickly the sides so it doesn't drip down on his hands. 

"You know the bad thing about ice cream is that you have to eat it quickly, because if you don't you get all sticky. And I don't like being sticky." I grin. But you wouldn't mind me getting you sticky? 

"Here you go." The man hands me my pile high ice cream cone, I carefully grab it and instantly begin the deliciousness. 

Both me and jonghyun walk over to benches that had umbrellas over them to keep the sun out. I take a seat and watch jonghyun. He sits across from me.

" What are you starin at punk." He says and laughs. 

" you have ice cream on your nose, dork." Jonghyun tilts his head.

" I do?" He says. 

" yeah, let me get it for you." I reach across the table and wipe the icecream off jonghyuns nose with my thumb. I stare into his eyes awhile, and then smile awkwardly. "Wonder what you would look like while eating spaghetti." I say. Jonghyun pouts. 

"Im not a messy eater!" 

"Mhmm yeah sure." I chuckle and start the sides of the cone that was dripping. 

"That looks good, you should let me try some of that." Jonghyun says while pointing at my ice cream. "Yeah sure." I hand it to him with a shy smile. I'm not sure why but I love sharing food with people. 

Jonghyun grabs the cone and brings it up to his mouth and the top of the ice cream. I was very confused because when he did he was staring at me the whole time. His eyes not leaving mine. I wasn't sure if that was suppose to mean somthing. Either way it , making me as hell.

He slightly moaned and the sides of the icecream and then his lips. 

"I'll be getting that flavor next time I come here." He hands me back my icecream and I slowly take it. Was this guy teasing me? Or was I just a big ert. 

I go back to my icecream with dirty thoughts. Jonghyun couldn't be trying to hint something on me. That's weird. We barely know each other. Yeah but you want him to. I ignore that thought and try to think about something else. 

"So when are you gonna cook me somthing, you are a chief." I say trying to start up a conversation. 

"I already told you I'm garbage boy." He says and laughs.

"Yeah so? That doesn't mean anything...You could be the best cook there and no one would know." 

"I can't even cook macaroni without making it into a soupy mess." 

"Cute." I say and take a my ice cream from the bottom all the way to the top. 

"How's that cute? That calls for disaster. No wonder my ex broke up with me." I frown at the mention of jonghyuns ex. He shouldn't be thinking of his ex, he should be thinking something else other then that prick.

"He's pretty ing stupid if you ask me." 

"And whys that?" He asks. I blink and just stare at him, not thinking he would ask why. 

"Well your pretty nice from what I know, and caring. You're cute and I think your just simply awesome. I wouldn't want to lose someone like you...You dork." I say all of this while staring at my icecream too shy to look jonghyun in the eye. I wait a while for jonghyun to say somthing. Almost a minute pasts so I look up at him. The bastard was crying. I panic and bit, I get up and run to his side of the table. 

"I'm sorry did I say something wrong?" I ask kneeling down, my hand on his shoulder, my face close to his. 

"It's just that...." He sniffles. "You're so nice tae.." He looks at me with big eyes and cheeks puffed out. 

I sigh with relief. 

"aish, I thought you were crying because I said something that made you upset...I tend to hurt people's feelings without noticing." I plop down of the bench and lean my Head back. 

"S-sorry.. I get emotional at times, especially when it's someone being nice." Jonghyun says wiping his tears away. "I'm such a manly man."

"Indeed you are." I grin. I then look down at my half eaten icecream, I didn't want it anymore. 

"Hey jonghyun you want the rest of this?" I ask him, holding out my ice cream to him.

"Yeah sure!" He says happily, as if he never cried. He takes my icecream cone and begins to it all over. I laugh at him because he looks fat holding two cones. 

"You gonna eat that?" I say pointing at the other cone with chocolate on top. 

"Maybe...we'll see."

I laugh. "What do you mean?"

"Well I will wait until my belly is full."

I nod my head and grin.

"Fatty." 

"Yup that's me! Food is the best!" Jonghyun says while rocking Side to side with a big smile, proud for his love for food. 

"You should come to my house tonight, I'll cook you diner..I'm not the best cook but it's decent.." I bit my lip, mad at my self for asking. I felt clingy and annoying. 

"Tonight? Hmm yeah sure I guess, I don't have anything planned..."

"You don't have to come over if you don't want to.." I say, hoping I didn't sound upset. 

"No no, I would love to. I just.. usually plan things, I'm always thinking ahead, never really at the moment. Ya know?" Jonghyun says, tilting his head. 

"Yeah..but really, only come if you want."

"Well okay, I will. But I have to go home and feed my puppy and then I will come over..I should probably throw this away too.." Jonghyun looks at the two ones. "Save room for the special taemins food~" He then gets up and throws the rest of the ice cream away in a trash can, then wiping his hands on his jeans. 

"Well what time do you want me to come over?" Jonghyun asks, walking back to the table.

"7:00 I need to go to the store and buy some things if I'm going to go and cook you dinner. My house is practically empty." 

"7:00? Okay perfect, enough time to get some chores done too!" Jonghyun smiles. I smile back. Tonight is going to be awesome.

(Lol so here's a lame new chapter. 

Sense I'm really random I'm just gonna tell you about my buss ride to school. So like every time I get on the buss I tend to hit almost everybody with my backpack because the aisles are really really small and I just make this face why I try to get to my seat. 

O//n//O 

Pretty much legit. I'm just that really weird red head chick that use to have blonde hair and tends to look like a boy from the way my hair is and how I dress. My peers don't know what gender I'm going for, but really it's just how I feel on looking like on that day. I don't mind looking like a boy or a girl or a potato, all three are great. Yay man.

Anyways ya...-sips wine- hope you enjoyed the chapter. Comment on what you think and if you would like give me suggestions on my writing, I'm always looking to improving. -rolls away-)