MAKE SURE YOU READ CHAPTER 12 BEFORE PROCEEDING TO READ THIS.

Until the day you can laugh again,
I will stay with you, no matter when that is.
Don’t let go of those hands, those hands

-Better, SHINee

I felt someone shaking me awake and whispering in my ear. I reluctantly opened my eyes. "Are you okay?" I blinked, have I been asleep for too long after taking the pills?   Suddenly, my eyesight started to focus and my mouth dropped open. "What are you doing here?! Where am I?!"   "You fell asleep. I waited for you." I was shaking. Is this another one of my bizzare dreams which I've been having lately?   "How did you..." I couldn't speak properly. He tilted his head to the side, looking a little confused. "How...But..." I reached out to touch his face, my hands trembling. "Onew?" I whispered in awe. "Is it really you?"   "Yobo...My angel..." He looked serene.   "You're alive?! How??? Is this a dream??" I hugged him tightly and was jubilant when I felt his warm body and his beating heart. "You're alive! It was all a dream, right? You're here right now, aren't you? Right? You are? Right? Right?" I cried on his shoulders out of fear and relief.   "I...won't leave you." He wiped my tears away. "Don't cry anymore, okay? I'm always with you. Always." He my hair and murmured comforting words against my ear.   "Wait. No. You didn't answer my question. You're here right now, yes? You never died, right? I can touch you! That means you're alive, right?" I clung to him desperately.   "Yes, I'm here right now. Don't cry, don't cry." He kissed my forehead.   "I just had the worst nightmare. You were taken away from me, you were hit by a car and...and..." I continued to cry and he shushed me, nestling me in his arms.   "I told you not to cry anymore, right? Your tears are my weakness. I can't bear to see you like this." He tilted