Whatever Happened to Saying Goodbye? [Oneshot]

Description

There are things that you can't hide forever.

Author's Note:

Five words: I'm sorry for writing this.

For: All blingers, especially you, Sunny, and to my sister.

Although I doubt that you would want this piece to be dedicated to you guys.

Once again, I'm sorry.

credits:

poster: littlejinki@bitnanun

word count: 8,572

22 pages[MS word]

DISCLAIMER:

I do not own Kim Jonghyun (maybe in the future, rofl.), and SHINee. All the other stuffs in this fic are mine unless otherwise stated.

Please do not plagiarise, post as your own (in other words, stealing), or redistribute.

Or I'm telling Jjongie. Hmpf.

Foreword

Jonghyun has a secret.

A terrible, terrible secret.

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lily_bunny #1 May 18, 2018 16:01:21

Chapter 1: numb and empty since that day..
laugh and cry at the same time is common now..
missing our shining petite angel each minute and day..
going strong for the boys as i love them equally too..

LocketKay #2 Feb 12, 2018 19:00:22

Chapter 1: So sad and actually a little beautiful..
Nice job author..

bebstaem #3 Jan 8, 2018 07:32:26

I came back to this story after so many years for the reason I do not want to accept.

baekpcypher #4 Jan 7, 2018 03:32:02

Chapter 1: my heart hurts so bad and my eyes are swollen.

still, it was a beautiful masterpiece.
thank you for writing this

onhyeon #5 Dec 23, 2017 16:14:50

This. This story.
I was shocked on Monday because I remember this. And I feel so sorry I read this back then :( I feel so bad. Especially The part about Taemin improved his singing skill killed me more.

It has been a long time since I came this site. I don't even know why I have the urge to come here tonight.
And see your update. So I left a message.

Thank you for writing this story, authornim. And thank you for sharing your thought here.
I know healing takes time, that our hearts will be heavy for a while. I hope we can bear it till that time.

MochiJiminJams #6 Dec 21, 2017 22:28:32

Chapter 1: Im crying so badly right now

Awake-In-The-Night #7 Dec 20, 2017 23:09:40

Chapter 2: I don't know when I read this story of yours. I can't remember which year or month. But I remember starting the reading while thinking it would be about a funny secret or something. And I couldn't piece together the scenes in your story so I totally wasn't expecting your ending of jonghyuns story. I was absolutely devastated as if it had really happened in reality and kinda mad at you, the author, for the outcome of the fic. As I heard about the news on Monday I again had that feeling as when I read your story. How could something like this have happened? Could anybody have saved him? Could we all have helped him?
I keep forgetting about the happenings and catch myself thinking of shinees future songs or jonghyuns solos. And then I remember and the guilty sadness returns...
I really wish all the best to his family, friends and all the people whom he loved and who loved him. Even more importantly I wish him peace and happiness. He should have felt those while he was there for us. At least now he should be well and happily smiling. He was an angel and he is one now too.

As I saw your update I thought of rereading this story, but I don't want to. Not now. Maybe sometime in the future. But definitely not now.

princess_kim #8 Apr 7, 2014 21:44:44

Chapter 1: What happened to him?

I mean, what illness did you give him..

This is amazing btw, very poetic and heart wrenching. Sad though, Poor Jongie :( RIP ( in story form ofc)

kpopoppa #9 Apr 7, 2014 21:15:24

Chapter 1: OMG WHY DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN???? I am sobbing and my Mum is looking at me weirdly. I CANT EVEN FUNCTION THAT WAS SO SADDDDD