Chapter 5: Regrets

Bomi's pov

Is this what they call pain?.. Cause its killing me real bad.. I wanna focus on Hyunshik Oppa but my heart is screaming Ilhoon's name and presence😣

Hyunshik: oh I almost forgot.. I got you this

He opened the box and a braslet saying my name appeared.. Its cute but I'm still uneasy 😣😢 bian Hyunshik oppa.. I admit I had a huge crush on him but now it went down to friendship... 

Ilhoon's pov

I can't even sleep.. I cant do anything! ... everything I do reminds me that she's with hyung.. yes I know she's safe with him but .. ahhh jajangna!! 

( Ilhoon hurried and left the dorm)

Eunkwang: yah! where are you going?!!

(but Ilhoon left him with no reply)

____@ starbucks

*Ilhoon enters*

Bomi: ilhoona!

 

Bomi's pov

I dont know why but it really light up my mood when i saw him! I dont care what he's up to as long as he's there ... 

Ilhoon: noona, hyung!

Hyunshik: Ilhoonah.. what are you doing here? *suspiciously stared*

Ilhoon: um I just wanna buy coffee.. the fact that this shop is just near our dorm..

Hyunshik: ok,.. Bomi shi here wear it..

he held my hand and put the braslet on..

Hyunshik: suits you well.

 

then I saw Ilhoon left then my  heart starts breaking again.. :'(

 

Ilhoon's pov

 

as I was buying a cup of coffee I saw Hyung helding her hand putting on the braslet and my heart starts breaking so I just left the scene...

__dorm__

*enters*

Eukwang: so what's happening?

Hyung said with a worried voice.. but I went directly to my room where Changsub Hyung is

Changsub: I know this look... did you go after them?

 

 

Changsub's pov

I asked him but he just kept on going and turn away.. his face look so blue and I concluded he went after them.. no matter how hard he tries to deny but the members and I know he is falling for her .. he  should have said it before Hyunshik concluded he doesn't.

I left the room and eunkwang hyung asked..

Eunkwang: what's happening?

Changsub: I dont know hyung.. he didn't say a thing..

Eunkwang: eeyyhh i think I know what happen..

Changsub: we all know what happen.

 

the next day___

 

Btob pov

Eunkwang: yah! Jung Ilhoonah!

(but Ilhoon just ignore everyone in the room with his gloomy face with his earphones on )

Hyunshik: what happen?

Changsub: *whistles* molla

Sungjae: why? did something happen last night while we were asleep?

Peniel: what_ just_ HAPPEN? this is AWKWARD...

Sungjae: *checking the time* oh! the time! bye I need to go!!

Btob: eyyhh!! *tease*

Minhyuk: go get your girlfriend XD what time is it?

Sungjae: isshh.. hyung.. um its almost 8:00! 

Minhyuk: Oh I'll go with you..

Sungjae: sure.. we'll go ahead hyung!

Eunkwang: eyyshh jajangna!

 

Minhyuk's pov

as I was with Sungjae all the way to apink's dorm... I saw her outside stretching her arms..she is so damn cute ... I dont know why everytime I see her she getting cuter and cuter..

Sungjae: Chorong noona, is Hayoung inside?

Chorong: she is .. I'll call her " HAYOUNGAH!!!"

Hayoung: Onnie I'm comming... uh! Oppa waeyo?

Sungjae: I'm here to drive you to school..

Minhyuk: Chorong noona.. you coming?

Chorong:cheo? ..

Minhyuk: hop in^_^ *pats the seat for chorong*

Chorong: but the members are... 

Minhyuk: ... please ^_^ *pouts*

Sungjae: you both could come so could feel comfortable...we'll exuse you to the members..

*sungjae excused them*

 

Chorong's pov

what's gotten in to him? he doesn't even want to talk to me before but why is he communicating with me now?...

(Minhyuk stood up from the car and bend his back and stared at her)

Minhyuk: aren't you coming?*smiles and winks*

Chorong: yah! *annoyed stares*

Minhyuk: dont worry I wont bite XD I sit ther and you'll sit next to me.. *grinned*

Chorong: Agghh!! jajangna!

Hayoung: yah... Onni, Oppa stop that.. you guys are giving me headache

Chorong: He started it!

Minhyuk: why are you scared to sit next to me?.. are you scared to fall? *grinned*

Chorong: OK I'm not going!*pissed* 

(Minhyuk drags Chorong and let her sit in the car)

Minhyuk: there much better *winks and smiles*

Chorong: psshh*pissed*

Hayoung: Sungjae Oppa!..  why are you doing this?

Sungjae: Hayoungah!... Saranghae! *winks *

Hayoung: what?*confused*

Sungjae: you where asking for an answer right?.. *smiles*

 

Hayoung's pov

my face got all red! when he said it!.. yes we are now officially dating but he always does stuff that makes me tremble and red... >.<

Sungjae: *held me and kissed me on the forehead* kyeopta * he tease*

Minhyuk: ahh jinjja.. *grinned*

Chorong: kyeowo!! >.<

Omo I forgot! Onnie and Minhyuk oppa was her too! its so embarassing!

__on the other hand__

 

Bomi's pov

 

there's no sign of him..  -_-

Hyunshik: Bomiyah! *warps his arms around me*

Bomi: oppa 

now I officially confirm .. he's the only person who could paint a smile on my face T-T

Hyunshik: Oh its Ilhoon!

Bomi: *eyes widen* ne,

Hyunshik: Jung Ilhoonah!

 

Ilhoon's pov

 

Hyung called me and I just faked a smile cause I can't  dare to look at them straight...

Bomi: Ilhoonah :)

Ilhoon: oh.. noona..

I looked away quickly and left... I can't stand looking at her in the arms of another man.. I was so denial now I'm suffering this kind of pain.. >.< apayo!

Peniel: Oh! Ilhoon! wassup?!

Ilhoon: Hyung.. 

Peniel: you look so gloomy ?! did something happen last night?

Ilhoon: I guess I need to let her go... 

Peniel: what if you two just misunderstood everything?... why wont you guys talk?

Ilhoon: no, I'm to late man -_- too late

Peniel: nothings too late..bro...*taps me*I go ahead

 

Bomi's Pov

 

he looked away and walk away.. and everytime he does that its hurts bad.. >.< If he only knew..

(walking through the announcement board)

I saw ilhoon sitting on the corner.. seeing him hurts cause I know he won't be talking with me anymore.. and today we are starting our debut schedule and I won't be seeing him as often starting 1:00 pm...

Bomi: Ilhoonah..

Ilhoon: noona.. please,

Bomi: listen to me please!

Ilhoon: noona,.. I already accepted the fact that you, and hyung are together and I won't bother anymore..

Bomi: Yahh! Ilhoonah! please do you really think I like what's happening now? ignoring me hurts even more!.. 

 

Ilhoon's pov

 

please noona I don't wanna mess you guys up.. 

Bomi: ilhoonah.. 

*grabs bomi's arms and hugged her*

Ilhoon: noona.. I love you,.. I can endure everything for you .. doesn't matter if you won't love me back .. I just think I need to confess cause it kills me inside everytime I see you go.. goodbye noona

Bomi: Ilhoonah.. please don't go .. I- I love you too so please ... 

she curled and look down and I see tears falling..

Ilhoon: noona.. ooljima.. please dont cry.. I wanna se you smile*wipe her tears*

she looked at me and hugged me .. I kissed her forehead trying to calm her down... 

(time check: 1:00)

Naeun: Onnie.. Ilhoonah.. mian but Bomi Onni its time to go

Bomi: arah..

*bomi goes with naeun*

______

I curled back down and my head is im my head.. My heart felt so heavy

Hyunshik: Ilhoonah..

Ilhoon: oh! Hyung!

Hyunshik.. you should have told me before..

Ilhoon: no, hyung.. you have bomi*with a heavy heart*

Hyunshik: actually,.. Bomi haven't said anything yet.. and I can really see it through her eyes.. she's seeking for someone else and everytime you're there the spark with in her glows.. 

I felt hyung sencerity 

Hyunshik: and I can see you both being gloomy and I'm not numb to feel that...Ilhoona you should have not gone this far.. Bomi is going to debut and that means you guys will be seeing eachother rarely.

Ilhoon: maybe its because the fact that I love her so much that I can endure everything ...

Hyunshik: be strong bro..

*smiled*

 

Bomi's pov

 

it really hurts I cant hide it anymore so I burst into tears..

Naeun: onni!... ooljima

Namjoo: Onni! :'(

Hayoung: she's really hurt :'(

Bomi: I should have not ignored my feelings... apa

Chorong onnie hugged me tight and the member tried to calm me down...

I should have not hide anything now it hurts like crap X( apa!!!

 

____to be continued___