Absentmindedly, I write your name over and over on a piece of paper In a day, the paper becomes black and I finally let the pen go I long for you, I hold on to my cellphone and let it go my eyes are filling up with tears again.

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Chapter

17 MAY 2014

❝ Chapter 01: First Glance

‘Where's Yifan!?" the manager's voice rings out. Backstage, crews and cameramen are running about, 11 boy's are changing, getting hair styled, make up touched up. While from over the wall, hundreds of chants and shouts and screams all rolled into one slightly muffled and incomprehensible buzz.

"I'm here, sorry I was in the bathroom." a tall boy re swift legs. Hair dyed blond, body lean but of a solid build, he wore a white v-neck t-shirt and moved swiftly to grab a jacket off the rack for the upcoming performance just as another staff member rushed by letting them know the time.

"Hurry and get yourself fixed, we've got five minutes till show time." the manger responds..

Time had ticked by rather slow today, the day dragged on and Yifan took a seat on a chair as a makeup artist came over to wipe away any shine from his face and fix up anything like eyeliner or foundation. The youngest member of the group Tao, nudged him with a grin, and Yifan looked over with his eyes, "What is it?"

"I'm 21 now, why don't we go out for drinks after this?".

The statement made Kris almost scoff, "Shouldn't I be the one to ask y