I sat on the sand near the seashore, remembering him. Why did he left me before he died? Am I lacking something that he's looking for? These questions run in my mind all of a sudden.

Even my friends betrayed me after what happened during our argument. It's not my fault that they betrayed me. They just don't understand how I feel towards that special someone... He's none other than Hwang Minhyun. My boyfriend who I had a crush on him since we first met in our sophomore years.

One day, I accidently dropped my books on the floor and he came to help me get them for me. His smile, his handsome face and his laugh, those features made him perfect. Perfect for me.

One important event that I will never forget: I was preparing myself to go to bed and suddenly, I got a call from Minhyun and he told me to go downstairs. I asked him why and he answered it's a surprise. In a hurry, I went downstairs and I saw him, standing in front of me. Behind him is a bouquet of red roses, asking if I could be his yeojachinggu. I said "Yes!" with a smile and Minhyun hugged me tight.

Saranghae Kwon Nara~

Nado saranghae Hwang Minhyun~

Those were the words I said to him. But now he's gone, I'm all alone.