it's been months since I and Donghae become a couple and since this is the first Birthday of Donghae with me, i'll plan a surprise for him but before i do that i need to do something more important to clear things out for me and Donghae can live happily ever after

i sat down facing his grave and place the flower i bought a while ago

"oppa, it's been many years now since you left me..." she started

Flashback:

back in May 17, 2005

Hee Chul was laying in a hospital bed, supported by life supporting machines, he was diagnose with rheumatic heart disease, he was Jessica's first love

"Sica..." he mumbled weakly

"oppa... don't leave me..." she said while crying and while holding his hand

"promise me, you'll find another man that will make you fall in love again..."

"no, oppa, i only want you..." she said while hugging him

Jessica leaned and give a quick peck on him

//

Jessica never left his side, one morning, she was sleeping in a chair near his bed, their hands are intertwined, she slowly woke up and felt that HeeChuls's hand are cold as ice

"oppa?" she shake him slightly but he didn't respond

"oppa??? wake up!!! nurse!!!" she shouted he

the nurses and doctors rushed to his room and do their job to revive him, but he didn't survive

"sorry, Ms. Jung..." the doctor said before he covered HeeChul's lifeless body

"oppa... oppa....oppa...." Jessica cried out

//

ever since Hee Chul died, Jessica got into a really serious depression that almost made her crazy but thanks to her mom and dad that they can send Jessica into a hospital, to cure her

then she was cured but everything in her changes, she promised to herself that she will not fall in love again

End of Flashback

"oppa... mianhe... i broke my promise..." she said as she was talking to Hee Chul

"i know you will not get mad, right? i know you plan this for me, i know you wanted me to be happy, i will not forget you, you will be forever in my memories, i learn a lot from you, i learned to be strong and believe that there is more to expect about life..."

"do you know Donghae? he was boyfriend now, he use to do the things that you do to me...."

"oppa, i'm here to tell you, that i finally found someone who can complete the missing peace of me... " she said while crying

She stayed silent for a while and offered prayers for him, then she felt a warm breeze like Hee Chul was hugging her and letting her go

"thank youk, oppa..." Jessica mumbled before he bid goodbye adn went straight to Donghae's house to surprise him

//

Donghae was at the pool area with Siwon and Tiffany talking some serious stuffs

"how could you lie!!!" Tiffany said in disbelief

"i didn't intend to..." Donghae defended himself

"but you still lie, bro..." Siwon elaborated his sin more

"i just use this as my guide on how could i court her..." He said as he show Jessica's diary

"but there are more ways on courting her, and not that kind of way to the point you use her private stuff..." Tiffany said without taking her angry eyes on Donghae

"i know, that's why i called you earlier before my party, i want you to help me to explain to...." Donghae was cut off

"Jessica...." Siwon said in a shock and panicking voice

SLAP!!!

"how could you lie to me...." Jessica shouted while Tiffany is pulling her away

"let me explain... please..." Donghae pleaded

"so that's why everything you do seems to be similar with Hee Chul oppa...you cheat on me using my own diary..."

"i ask you if you have it right, you told that you don't but now i saw it with you...i don't want to see you anymore!!!"she shouted as she run away

then Donghae followed her and grab her on the wrist

"Jessica, wait... please... listen to..." but he was cut off again

"i hate you!!!" she said as she pulled back her arms and run as fast as she could to her car and drive leaving Donghae in his knees crying

//

the next day, Donghae look for Jessica all around the school until she saw her in  the library, he went to the table where Sica is sitting

"can we talk..." Hae pleaded

Jessica looked at her before she closed her book that she reads before he showed up

"please forgive me..." he sincerely ask her

"what do you want Mr. Lee?" she asked him in  a cold tone

"sorry if i lied to you..."

"sorry? is that the only thing you can say? you lied to me.." she said while tears are starting to flow from her beautiful eyes

people are now starting to watch us

"Jessica, please let me prove that my intentions are really good..." he said as he hugged her

"let me go..." she pushed him away

"it is really hard for you to forgive me..."

"you know what when Hee Chul oppa lives, he never lied to me... but you the least person i expected to do that made me feel worse..."

"come on, Hee Chul i s dead... i'm here...."

SLAPPED!!!

"how i wish  Hee Chul oppa didn't left me, so that i never met someone like you!!!"

then Sifany went to stop the commotion

"Sica.... i think what you sad is too much..." Fany tried to stop her

"this guy never knew what i've been thru to... the pain inside i felt...." she said while pointing to Donghae

"do you think your the only one who is hurt, i hate myself when i hurt you but i can't help it, since i love you so much, how can i make you notice me if you are always pushing me and ignored me..." Donghae said teary eye

"if you really love me, you will not lie to me.... if you try harder in  a good way, we will not end up like this... leave me alone..." she said before she went away

Jessica left them all dumbfounded

//

Eversince that day, the day that Sica told to him to leave her alone, he didn't bother her anymore, they like winds that just pass to each other whenever they meet at the hall way, as weeks pass, Donghae is sometimes absent

at the library:

Jessica is sitting in a table writing in her new diary, then she stops when she remember something

Flashback:

Sifany and Haesica is at the amusement park. these couples are already official

Haesica was at the ferris wheel

"oppa, promise, you will never leave me..." Jessica said as she put her pinky up making Donghae to do a pinky promise with her

"of course, i won't..." he said as he intertwined his pinky to her before he kissed her in the forehead and hugged her

End of Flashback:

"Donghae..." Jessica mumbled to herself as she remember him

"Sica..." Tiffamy called her crying

"Fany, wae-yo?" Sica asked her as she made her sat beside her

"Sica... Dong... Donghae.... is at the hospital...." Tiffany spilled out

"what? why? did he got into an accident?" she asked in disbelief

"ani, Siwon oppa texted me this morning, he said he can't attend schoiol today because he will acoompany Donghae oppa to the hospital, to get a heart operation..."Tiffany said while crying

"omo...bring me to him" Jessica said in a trembling voice

//

when they arrived at the hospital, they saw Siwon waiting outside of the emergency room

"oppa, how is he?" Sica asked Siwon

"i don't know, it's been 5 hours since they start to operate him..." Siwon tried to calm her down

"oppa... why didnt' he tell me..."Sica sked him more

"he doesn't want you to know, becasue he doesn't want to hurt you more.... all he wanted is to spend his remaining days with you, when he can't make it in this operation, he said to me at least when he died he has good memories with you that he can bring in the next life but it changes because unfortunate things happened..." Siwon said as she hugged her and comforting her back

"i don't want to lose someone again...."Jessica said while crying

"let's pray and have faith, God will never let anything bad happen to him..." he said as he assisted Sica to sat down

the three of them waited until the doctor finally went out, the three of them rushed to him and asked him, the doctor said he was stable that made the three cried in happiness

"you can see him later..." the doctor said before he go

Siwon hugged both of the girls, they all cried in happiness

//

Jessica slowly opened the door and slowly making her way to Donghae's bed

"how are you..." she asked him

"i'm fine..."he said weakly

"oppa..." she mumbled but she was interrupted by Donghae

"Sica, i'm sor ry if i didn't tell you..." he apologized

"no oppa, don't say sorry, i must be the one who say sorry not you..." she said as she held huis hand and intertwined it

"thanks..." he said while tears beaming out from his eyes

"oppa, can  i ask you something?" jessica said all of a sudden

Donghae just stay silent

"oppa, will you be my boyfriend..." she asked him with all her courage

Donghae was about to spoke but Jessica stop him with a kiss

"oppa, i love you... don't leave me..." she said as he hugged him

"i won't, remember i made a promise...." He said with a smile

Donghae got better and they write their memories in one diary, they live happily ever after.

 

THE END...