Filled with jealousy...

Look At Me

Mark’s POV
Next day, everything returned to normal. No one asked us more about yesterday’s situation. All members were acting like nothing happened. They kept laughing and smiling. But…
“Stop It! I don’t want you to touch me!” Ugh… I couldn’t sleep last night… I was thinking about Jaebum’s words… It hurts… It hurts so much. I guess I have a really big and dark circles under my eyes. I must look terrible… "I'm telling you! He hates him!" huh...! I looked around at the word 'hate". I discovered BamBam and Yugyeom talking about some drama which they watched today. “You’ll see! In the next episode he’ll punch him in the face!” Ah… I need to chill out… I'm way too oversensitive about “hatred” topic… I looked through our car's window. We are heading to Busan where our next fansign is. I don’t know if I’m able to smile today… but I can’t worry our fans. Suddenly I could feel Jackson's hand on my shoulder. "Hyung, let’s do something funny! You need to cheer up!" Jackson started to do some kind of gigs to make me laugh. I wasn’t sure how to react but he kept doing those weird faces. So… He noticed... Thanks Jackson, I really appreciate your kindness... Every time when I feel sad or down I always can count on him, he’s one of my best friends. Thanks… (lol, it sounds like the beginning of Jark’s story xD)

Jaebum’s POV
We’re going to Busan now. I’m sitting in the rear seats of the car with Jackson and Ma-Mark… Uh… I can’t concentrate on anything since yesterday… Why did I say all of this stuff? Mark musts think now that I hate him… But it’s not true! I… I… I don’t know what I’m doing… I just… when I’m near Mark… I feel really weird. My heart beats really fast when I hear his badass voice… My pulse starts racing as I see his beautiful eyes… My body growing hotter… when he touches me… I don’t like it. I don’t know what is this! How could I know? Ugh, this is so annoying.

"Hyung, let’s do something funny! You need to cheer up!" What?I looked at Jackson and Mark… What is this…? This feeling… inside my chest… “Mark! Look at chu! You’re finally smiling!” After this… he started tickling him… No way! What do you think you’re doing, Jackson! Get your hands off of him… And don’t… touch… him… I want to be the one who tou- No No NO! Why do I even care? I’m just Mark’s… Well… What I’m to him…? “You look better with the smile on your face.” They were smiling to each other… I could see flowers flying around them like in some kind of cheap drama or anime… They looked like the best friends… They are so close… I envy… Jackson… He’s able to touch Mark, talk with him without any hesitation and embarrassment … I want Mark only for my- HELL NO! Jackson was about to Mark’s hair when I grabbed his hand to stop him. Mark and Jackson looked at me with confusion in their eyes. What in the hell did I do…? Immediately I released my grip and looked down on my knees. I could feel my face growing hotter and hotter... Omg no… It’s a really dangerous situation… Mark is like a drug to me. Not health but still… I want do dose and take more. Why do I feel like it…? Is this even possible? Hahahahahah! No way… I couldn’t… love another man… could I?

We’re currently sitting on our seats at Busan Fansign. Unfortunately I’m next to Mark today. I feel really restricted and embarrassed. I shouldn’t be so harsh on him. I am a total jerk. “Mark Oppa! You look so handsome today!” One girl in front of Mark said those words to him. Well… Yeah… He is indeed really handsome. And beautiful… “Can I shake your hand, Oppa?” Can I do this too? I want to feel his warm touch… “I love you so much, Mark!” I… I… uh… Don’t know… Am I in love…? Really…? Is that why I am acting like this? Since when did I start admiring Mark? This is crazy. Truthfully I’ve never been in love… I was dating but it wasn’t nothing serious. All dates were boring and the girls only wanted to date me because of my look. I also have never been interested in any girl group. Does it mean…? I’m really in love with Mark?
*after some time*
Okay… I need to admit it. Mark is someone really special to me. I can’t always run away from him, I must face this. Have some bravery JB! You’re not a little kid anymore! Well… Mark is older than me but it doesn’t change anything. I still need to tell him how I feel… But will he hear what I want to say? Maybe he dislike me now? “Hello! JB Oppa! Do you hear me?”

Our fan called me because I delved into my mind. I’m thinking too much about Mark. I need to focus on my leader role. I looked at Mark’s direction to see what he’s doing and… I meet his gaze. It was too sudden so I choked loudly. Why is it so hot here?

We are in our way to dorm. We decided to have a walk since today is such a good weather. Everyone is really happy because many fans came at our fansign to see us. But… I’m still thinking about Mark. Ah… Okay… I need to do this now… I already decided to show all my feelings which I have towards him. I’m ready! I guess… “Mark... Can we talk a little?” I asked and grabbed his hand without waiting for his answer. Other members seemed not to see our absence so I decided to go to the near park. As soon as we got there I looked at Mark. The look on his face was priceless. He looked like a little lost puppy. So cute… Anyway, I should tell him why I pulled him along with me here. “I don’t know what do you think about me… But I don’t hate you…

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I hope you enjoyed this ^^
Next chapter may be a little confusing for you... but... I can tell it will be a retrospection of JB and Mark's first meeting. ^^
I'll try to update it as soon as possible but unfortunately I'm busy with school now TT^TT
And I'm sorry for all my mistakes~~ ><

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LeChangenom
#1
Chapter 5: thank you for this cute story ^^
ikon_be_the_best #2
that was so cute
Asan_ficHORA
#3
Chapter 5: This is really so cute & adorable! MarkBum is so lovely omg!
tymark #4
Chapter 5: co cweet..... i mean so sweettttttttttt.....
Ali_hyung
#5
Chapter 5: omo, so sweet .. jb is so cute! and jackson and mark haha!! thanks for the cute and enjoyable story!
BabyShades #6
Chapter 5: it's really cute and jealous JB is so cute <3
this is adorable and amazing story<3 thanks for made this story!!
M0lyn3ux #7
Chapter 5: Omg such a truly beautiful end to a story and Jb's jealousy is so cute :) it was sad but gone to happy yay! Thanks for the amazing story ♡
kwangsang #8
Chapter 5: ahh cute <3 jaebum belongs to markie <3 heheh <3
Hyuchi1010 #9
Chapter 5: Ahh so cuteeeXD jaebum kinda possesive i like that!! Thankyou!!!
M0lyn3ux #10
Chapter 4: Oh no only one more chapter! Ahh its ending so quickly hahaha xD fabulous chapter hun :) it was cute, sweet then hearbreaking ahh the feelings that were running through me in this story I cantb wait for the last chappie.