After a few more hours at Jan's house we all finally decided to go back to our respective homes. Jiyong insisted that they take me home but because that would mean I'd have to survive CL for two hours, I just said that they might find it hard to get back to their place so Jan could just take me home. Jiyong finally agreed after a good hour. The truth is that I wanted to go home alone so I asked Jan to drop me off at a spot where I can easily get a ride home. I got back home and immediately fell asleep in my bed. I woke up a few hours later and checked my Twitter; there's a tweet from Jiyong: "@_________ DM :)"

 

I check to see the message: "Kwaechanah? :)" I'm still a little sleepy but his DM made me smile.

"Ne~ Of course I am :)"

"Youngbae said you talked this morning?"

"Ahh... Ne..." I wonder how much Youngbae said...

"What did you talk about? Youngbae won't tell me~ :(" He didn't say anything? OMG Laughing so hard right now.

"Then I won't tell too ;) Tell Youngbae I said hi! :D"

"Ehhhh~~"

"Ya don't tell Jiyong anything araseo? kk" I got both messages when I refreshed the page. I'm guessing the other one's Youngbae. I laugh and decide to tease Jiyong some more.

"Youngbae Oppa!!! kk araseo~"

"kk Gomawo _________-yang~" Youngbae was playing along.

"YA WHY ARE YOU CALLING YOUNGBAE OPPA~~" Note how much I'm seriously laughing right now.

"Jiyong sshi, I'm going to study right now, ne? :)"

"Ya _________-ah don't be like that~~"

"_________-ah Jiyong's going crazy here we should stop kk he's attacking Maknae now kk" The thought of Jiyong attacking Seungri... Okay I can't help but laugh I should probably stop this.

"JIYONG OPPA!!!" Me and Youngbae both know this is the only way to stop him from attacking Seungri.

I received the reply five minutes later: ":D :D Wae? You'll call me Oppa now??? :D" I'm guessing Youngbae had to calm Jiyong down from attacking Seungri before showing my DM. I laugh at the thought.

"Hmm..."

"Hmm??"

"I'll think about it :D"

"Ehhhhhh~~"

"I'll go study now :D"

I refresh the page one more time before really studying. He left another reply. ":( Araseo~ Study hard! From all of us kk"

 

I start to try and study while thinking about what happened since the other day: finally meeting 'my captain' who happens to be Kwon Jiyong, meeting Big Bang and 2NE1, getting judged by CL, the party last night, the talk with Youngbae... How CL's stares feel like; they're so uncomfortable... How it feels like when Jiyong touches me... I feel so safe when I'm with him. I've never felt any safer; it's like, I know nothing bad will go wrong once I'm in his arms. Even if CL or the rest of 2NE1 are there looking at me with piercing eyes, well, minus Minji 'coz she's really nice, as long as Jiyong's there too, I don't feel scared of them. I know this feeling I'm getting, and I know where it'll lead to eventually. As much as I'd want to go there, I'm too scared: yah sure, I'll be happy in the first few moments into this feeling, but in the end I'll be miserable just like the last time I felt this way. Especially since the person in question is just no ordinary person; it's G Dragon for crying out loud! I'd rather not go into this feeling again... But why does he make it so easy for me to feel this way? Ugh.

 

I stop "studying" and lie in bed. I know what I'm like: I like being happy, but not too happy. When I get too happy, I get scared because I know that the happiness won't last forever. Too scared to take risks: that's me. I fall asleep while contemplating.

 

I woke up early in the morning after, wow I slept the whole time, with a DM from him: "Ya, what's your cellphone number? :D" It was sent last night.

Wondering what it's about, I type my number: "466735676342 :)" [a/n: Uh, that's not a real phone number I just randomly hit my keyboard haha!]

 

A few minutes later, my phone rang. It was from an unknown number. I answered the call, "Yeoboseyo?"

"GOOD MORNING _________-AH~~~" I heard someone scream from the other line. So early in the morning~~

"Uh, who is this?" As if I don't even know who's on the other line...

"YAAAAAA! IT'S SEUNGRIIIIIIIIIII"

"_________-ah annyeong!!!" I can hear the others scream. Apparently I'm on loudspeaker.

"Araseo araseo, please don't scream!" I laugh.

"Jiyong hyung asked your number last night but you only just replied! Wae??" Must Seungri be this loud in the morning? I laugh.

"I fell asleep~ Mianhae! Wait! How did you see our DM?"

"Youngbae hyung opened it," Daesung laughed. "He can always do that; but not us."

"BECAUSE JIYONG HYUNG'S UNFAIR!!" Seungri shouted. I bet he was screaming to Jiyong.

I can hear the others from a distance. "Ya Maknae don't shout! Jiyong is still asleep!" It was Seunghyun.

"Mianhae hyung!" Seungri half-whispered half-shouted.

"Uh, Seungri sshi, you guys have a phone for this country now?"

"Yep! One phone per group! We have our own phone, 2NE1 has their own phone, Se7en hyung has his own phone, and Gummy noona has her own phone!"

"Ohhh~~"

"Ya ya, give me that," I heard Taeyang say to Seungri. "_________-ah, you should wake Jiyong now, ne?"

"Uhh..."

I can hear Youngbae talking to the sleeping Jiyong, "Ya, Jiyong-ah, someone wants to talk to you."

I can hear Jiyong mumbling, "Shikkeureo [shut up]~"

"Ya," Youngbae's still talking to Jiyong, "You sure you don't wanna take this call?" Youngbae laughs.

"Shireo~" Jiyong mumbles.

"Jiyong sshi, annyeonghaseyo~" I say, hoping he'd hear.

"Uhhhh~~" Jiyong mumbles.

"Ya he didn't hear you, go again," Youngbae tells me.

"Jiyong sshi, it's _________. Good morning!"

"Youngbae-ah, shikkeuro~" I heard Jiyong say.

Suddenly Youngbae shouted, "YA _________-AH, LOOKS LIKE JIYONG DOESN'T WANNA TALK TO YOU SO I'LL HANG UP NOW!"

"_________?!" I heard Jiyong suddenly shout. "She's on the phone?"

I played along with Youngbae, "Araseo Youngbae sshi. Annyeong!!"

"Ya _________-ah---" The line went dead. Youngbae must've hung up.

 

I can only imagine what's happening to the rest of the members now. I laugh at the thought.

 

I do my daily routines and study for a while before checking my Twitter account again. Jiyong left me a DM just a few minutes ago: "Ya why did you hang up? :("

"It wasn't me it was Youngbae! kk"

"Araseo :( They won't give me the cellphone now :(" Why are you so cute??

"Kwaenchanahyo we can talk here :)"

"Ni moksorireul deudgoshipeo [I want to hear your voice]~" Seriously when he says something like that I can't help but do imaginary back flips.

"When we meet again, ne? :)" 

"Araseo! :D Tomorrow? :D At Bell Park? :D"

"kk Ne tomorrow :) 2PM?"

"Araseo! It's a date! :D"

 

A... date.

 

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Hai gais! Haha okay I love that greeting now =))

Hope you liked this update even though it's just full of random conversations =))

 

@decembermouse and @kaemeeoni : Ohh haha sorry! It's just that me and my girl friends call each other that haha! Maybe we're just really touchy feely and clingy =)) Didn't intend to make you guys feel uncomfortable.. Sorry!