After sitting in the car alone for almost an hour without Kris, I found myself now attempting to reach for the steering wheel. However, I was too exhausted at the moment to succeed in doing so. Not that it really mattered to me considering my mind was too busy worried about other things. Surely he won’t be back; he left to long ago to come back now. My head throbbed, my eyes were sore, and my heart hurt. Not to mention I barely know how to drive. I crawled over in to the driver’s seat, my vision clouded in every aspect. Did he really expect me to be able to drive? How was I supposed to know he had someone else? He barely talks to me for crying out loud! Of course I had a hunch but I didn’t really know. And now there’s a whole banquet of guilty flowers blooming in my chest leaving me completely confused. I can’t seem to keep myself from thinking that I really did deserve it. But in all honesty, I can’t make everyone happy. My family is very happy I married Kris, he however hates my guts. His father seemed happy too. As a matter of fact, I don’t think I’ve cried this much since Mister Wu passed. He always knew just what to say, no matter who, or what had hurt me. Sometimes I feel like Kris didn’t even know what he had. That’s what I’ll do, I’ll go visit him. I wiped my eyes once more, feeling myself a little better encouraged than I was before. “Okay Gyuri..” I breathed in and out. It’s been a while since I’ve driven, hopefully I still remember, not that I’d even remember the way there. I turned the Key in the ignition, hearing the car crank right up.. “Let’s just see.”   ~Minseok~ I waited outside of the neighbor’s apartment, hearing the boom of another neighbor’s music banging loud enough to keep either of us from sleeping tonight. No one would dare say a word to them, though. They’d probably shoot the whole place up and honestly, I barely have a place for just Minyoung and I where would we go if not even the most, fowl place in South Korea? After a few seconds of hearing a few thuds a inside of the home, the door opened revealing Ms. Lee with the wide awake Minyoung close by her side. I bowed seeing the older woman and thanked her for taking my child once again as if she didn’t already watch her all day. The both of us were probably the most interested in getting her home so that we didn’t attract any of the doped up rats that live down the hall. Once I’d shut the door, I turned around and gave Minyoung a huge hug as I did every day. Letting her familiar scent comfort me, and remind me why I’ve been trying so hard. “Daddy missed you.” She smiled her nose