Worthless

Stinging pain

Invisible

Yet shown 

Perplexed and troubled

Pained and saddened

What's the point of existing

If suffering is one's life

Feelings cant' be understood

By those surrounded

Dark

Inside and outside

Listening has become a luxury

Seeing has become impossible

What's the point of explaining

If words wouldn't be understood

What do words mean

If there's no emotion attached to it

Misundersood is a daily task

Clearing the misunderstanding should be automatic

Yet all strength for it got lost

In the endless darkness in front of empty eyes

Trash

Junk

Garbage

Letters that form words

Words that hurt

Invisible crimson spills out of 

Unexisting physical wounds

Mental

Thoughts

Never able to heal

Condidence is no where to find

Energy does not exist

Meaning to live is far fetched

What is the meaning to live

If gone would someone miss

Disappear and be forgotten

Selfish

Thoughts that shouldn't exist

But still haunt when weak

Desperate for that ray of light

Because if not

It's worthless

So I wrote this because of my feelings yesterday, I was depressed like hell and just had enough. I had disturbing thoughts but pulled myself together and forced myself to not think about useless things

Everything is fine now

But I just wanted to try to write my dark feelings of yesterday in a poem

Maybe it , maybe it doesn't

But for those that felt or feels like I did yesterday, cheer up

There's so much more in life, no matter how difficult and hard it may seem, prove to yourself the next day it's going to better and the day after that even better!