Hurt

It hurts to see you with him

far away from me

just looking at you should satisfy me

yet that unbearing feeling in my heart gets worse everytime

I see you smile and laugh

not for me

but for him whom you gave your heart to

I'm not enough?

Doesn't it matter that I'm hurt?

That I'm in pain, that I cry and that I love you?

Tears fill my eyes everytime you pass me,

not noticing my presence because you're not thinking of me

me who always was by your side and protected you with all I had

watching you happy with another should make me at ease

but that's only a lie told to comfort

My sincere wish is to have you look at me

smile and laugh for me

cry for me

love me

and no one else