I woke up in the morning. See the fact that Jiyoung isn’t there when I woke up. I walk out from my room. Decided to find where Jiyoung is, but I can’t find her. I didn’t find Jiyoung,but I found him. He is eating the cereal quietly. Pretend that I don’t recognize him, I walk to the refrigerator to get some water.

“why didn’t you say,’good morning’ to the other when you already woken up?” he asked me

“should I?” I drank the water

“are you still mad at me?”

“yes”

“but you’ve said ‘mianhae’ last night”

“don’t tell me that you haven’t slept yet last night?” I asked him

“pabo. Of course I haven’t slept when you apologized to me” he ate the cereal again

I feel ashamed because of it. Of course. You’ve apologized to someone when he was sleeping, although that isn’t your fault.

“Jiyoung has left” he resuscitate me from my own thought

“I knew you were looking for her. But she said she needs to come home earlier”

“Sulli-ya” he called me

“what?”

“do you really still mad at me?”

“like what I’ve told you before. I don’t mad at you”

“mianhae” he looked down to the bowl

“what for?”

“for nagging at you in front of the others”

“don’t be worry. That isn’t only your fault either. I did wrong too”

“Sulli-ya, how about we eat the dinner at the restaurant?”

“whoaa, are you asking me for date?”

“you moron! How can the desire emerge to date a dorky like you?” he punched my head

“yaa!! That’s hurt!” I my head “geurae, I accept it as your apologize” I added

“okay. At 7.00 PM” he said

I turn on the computer to begin my ‘fangirling’ time. Opened the official fan café of CNBlue, kyaaaa Yonghwa oppa is chose as the 2^nd man character to his new drama. Scrolled down to the fan café, I saw the photos of CNBlue when they were organizing the fan meeting. Since my back is hurt, I began to lay down my body to the bed. Thinking what should I wear for the dinner, I walked to the suiting room. Find the new dress that have my mom bought, I decided to wear it. My own thought keep rushing my mind. How the dinner will be with him? As long as I live with him, I knew that it will make my self fall for him deeper. If I fall too deep, I think it will be so hard for me to get my self up from the pound. Because I know, he will leave me. Sooner or later.

Time flew so fast. Until the clockwise point to 6.00 PM. I should get ready. I take the shower, clean my body and my hair, blow-dry my hair, put a makeup that I’ve learnt from youtube, and wear the dress. Looking for the shoes, I chose the pink pump heels for me. okay, everything has done coincide with Jongin called me

“Sulli-ya, are you ready?”

“neeee wait” I began to walk out from my room. He’s at the door of my room. I greeted him, but he looked me with ‘what-the-hell-is-this’ sight

“what’s wrong?”I asked him

“nope. You looks so beauty tonight. Let’s go” he grabbed hold my hand. Oh my god, seriously, what the thing is this?!

Jongin being so different tonight. He’s… nicer to me? no. he’s nice though, but tonight is nicer. No, Sulli-ya, this is normal. don’t you even think that he’s nicer and you began to hope more than this. He grabbed hold my hand, doing some skinship with me(not only hold my hand, but huddle up my shoulder too), he opened the car door for me, and etcetera.

We arrived at the restaurant. It’s like a five high stars restaurant. Seriously, he’s so bad to pick the location for dinner like this. I thought we’re so young for having a dinner with the place like this

“on behalf of Kim Jongin please” he said to the waiter

“please come this way” the waiter direction us to the table

We sat at the table. We’ve ordered for our food already. The condition between us is so awkward and heavy. My head started to fight with my own thought. C’mon Sul. Think what should you do. Don’t be like this. This is an unnormal condition between both of us.

“Jongin-ah”

“Sulli-ya” we called the other in the same time

“ah, you talk the first” he said

“nope. I just thought what brought you to ask me to go for dinner like this”

“I guess I’ve told you before. Think it as my apology” he said

“ah, but I think it’s not like that. So, what’s that?” I asked him. He didn’t answer my question though. He was busy with his own thought for a moment

“no, maybe that’s just your feeling” he shook his head

“so, what the thing that you wants to say to me?”

“beauty, you looks so beautiful tonight” he chuckled. Gosh, I think my face became red as red as a crab.

“haha you’re too much” I laughed awkwardly.

“no. I was sincere. Don’t you believe it?” he looked at me so serious. I can’t answer his question though. Awkward. Yeah, the condition is awkward again until our dishes came. When the plate for my dish was taken in front of me, and the waiter has left, Jongin took my plate. He began to cut the meat.

“take it” he finished for cutting the meat

“gomawo” I said

“from now on, everything, for you. No matter what is that. No matter how light or tough it is, that’s the matter for me too. Arraso?” he said. I cannot answer his question. Seriously, this guy really knows how to make my face became red.

“Sulli-ya, arraso?” I didn’t answer

“please think it as a favor, okay?” I just nodded

“nah, that’s good!” he my head.

We finished to eat our dinner and decided to leave the restaurant. We walked to the cashier. He began to pay the cost with his credit card

“I’m really sorry, sir. But this card is cannot be function” said the cashier

“try this one please” he gave the other card

“I’m sorry, sir. But this one too”

“try this one” he looks confused

“I’m sorry, sir. But it cannot too”

He grabbed out his phone and type some keypad. I guess he wanted to call someone

“Eomma, how can you do this to me?”

“do what?” her voices can be heard so vague

“blocked all of my credit cards” he began to get mad

“sorry, Jongin-ah. I guess your dad has told you. If you wants to get money, you have to work at your dad’s office”

“eomma, I told you I have to think about it” he messed up his hair

“but I thought you’re going to deny it”

“eomma jebal..”

“mianhae Jongin-ah. I have to do this” tuuut tuut she hang up the call

“what’s going on?” I asked him

“Sulli-ya, do you bring some money?”

“N…ne?”

“please. I beg you. I’ll change your money soon”

author's lovely note:

hello readers :') I greeted you at chapter 27th

like what I've told you before, I lost my flashdisk

and when I checked my pencil case, there's my fd =_="

Thank you for waiting the new updated for this story politely. Kamsahamnida ♥~