“Kai, have you already woken up? Yuri eonnie has waited for you” I shouted out off his bedroom

“Kai!!!!” gezzzz. He’s a sleepyhead, Sulli-ya. You know it right, it’s too hard to wake him up

I decided to go down the upstairs to meet Yuri eonnie. She looks too exhausted maybe.

“eonnie, Kai hasn’t woken up. maybe he’s too exhausted” yeah, too exhausted and too shock to see his lover was cheating with his best friend

“it’s okay Sulli-ya. I will wait here”

“is that okay, eonnie?”

“ne Sulli-ya. I’m okay”

“eonnie. Let’s study now. Maybe Kai wont wake up” I said

“ah ne”

That moment. Keep rushing in my mind. What’s the meaning behind it?

Flashback

“Kai” I called him

He didn’t answer me.

“kai, are you okay?”

He didn’t answer me

“huh okay. I will keep silence. But, if you need me. Or need someone to listen your problem. Come to me” I said

He drove the car. I do really hate an awkward moment like this. We kept silence. He didn’t say any single word either I.

We arrived at the home. He entered his room. I saw his expression is too depress. I shouldn’t bother him, I thought. I decided to take a bath. Kreeeek I heard some noise. It sounds like an opened door.

“Kai, where will you go?” I asked him

“no. I just want to take some fresh air” he said. Not in anger tone like usual. Just calm.

“ah, okay”

“don’t wait for me, Sulli-ya. Maybe I’ll go home lately” he said then he left me.

An hour, two hours, three hours, has passed. Until the clock showed me it was 12 AM. 5 hours ago after he left the house. I kept wait for him. What if he did something bad. Yeah. Like what I thought. He came like a crazy person who got fight. His condition was mess

“Kai, what’s wrong?” I could see he was bleeding.

“arrrrgh” he just growled.

“come here” I grabbed his arm. I laid his body into his bed. Gosh, I was panic at that time to see someone was bleeding at his nose, his mouth, his cheek, and some scars on his hands.

“wait here.I’ll take some medicine for you” I returned my back. But he grabbed my hand

“Kajima” he said

“wait here. I’ll go just a minute. I’ll back” I said. I pulled his hand. I took an emergency medicine box, a warm water with a small towel to clean his blood

“arrrgh” he growled again.

“Mian, Kai. Was it too painful?” I asked. He just nodded his head

“ah, mianhae. I’ll do it slowly” he just nodded again

“why did you hurt your self?” I asked. He just silence. Hey, I just asked the reason why he hurt his self like a fool.

“I asked you a wrong question, didn’t I?” he shake his head.

“No” he answered my question

“huh, Thank God”

“what for?”

“I thought you were deaf. Hehehehe” I laughed. He glared at me. I stopped my laugh

“then, what?” I added

“are you really curios?” he asked

“ne! I live with you. You’re my friend. Is that wrong if I asked you that question?”

“who says I’m your friend?”

“okay okay, you’ll be my everlasting enemy” I decided to leave him

“eits! Wait!” he grabbed my hand again

“I fought with Kris” he added

“Kris? OMG! I’ve never thought that she’s quite strong. I meant, really strong. How could a female beat a male?”

“Pabo!” he punched my head

“aaaargh!! Ya!!” I screamed because I couldn’t accept his act to me

“that’s not Krystal. I meant, Kris”

“Pabo!” I punched his scar

“arrghh!! Yaaa!! How dare you are!” he screamed

“take it as my revenge! You fool! Just because that silly thing, you hurt your self! A little thing gone to be forgotten! Forget it!”

“you know, an attraction isn’t easy as a theory. So do I. I can’t forget it easily” he said

“nado arra. But,there are so many things can make you happy” I said

“yeah, you’re right. Sulli-ya….”

“ne?”

“are you okay?”

“okay? Of course I am. Why?”

“no. I was thinking, it was too hard for me. Either you and Krystal. If you can’t bear it. We can get divorce” he said

“n..ne?”

“maybe, if we get divorce. She can go back with me. You’ll be happy too. Because I won’t burden you. And you can reach your dream. To be a designer”

I didn’t answer his question. I was too busy with my own thought

End flashback

“eonnie…”

“ne, Sulli-ya?”

“what’s the meaning if you.. hmm… keep thinking about someone?”

“you have a crush on him” she continue to eat a potato chips

“M…MWO?!”