Secrets

Order of the Wolf

Hansol tossed and turned as he tried desperately to sleep.  The wind was howling and rain was pelting the window.  It wasn’t just the storm that was keeping him up… his eyes had been opened to an entirely new world just a few hours earlier.  He could faintly hear Xero’s snoring as he climbed down the short ladder from his bunk and stretched.  He had to do something until he got sleepy…

 

“My books!” Hansol whispered to himself as he rummaged through one of his bags.  It was then that he remembered leaving his red bag full of books in the trunk of his mother’s car.  He cursed under his breath as he looked around the room for something to do.  His mind wandered to the journal that was in Xero’s drawer.

 

“It would be wrong to read it, clearly he wants it to stay private… but if I put it back he won’t know,” Hansol thought.  He slowly slid the drawer open and retrieved the journal.  He climbed back up to his bunk and opened the book.  Using his cell phone as a light, Hansol began to read…

 

“I usually don’t write about these things, but I did something bad.  I killed him. I didn’t mean to, I swear.  It was Kidoh’s brother.  I just got so mad, so tired of people rejecting me… something happened, I felt this surge of power and I just… I just let it go.  I didn’t mean to hurt anyone! The kid just happened to be in the wrong spot at the wrong moment.  No one knows… no one knows it was me.  They think it was just some kind of freak accident, but I know the truth…”

 

Hansol stared down at the page in pure shock and horror.  He couldn’t believe that a killer was sleeping peacefully right beneath him.  He understood Xero’s feelings… but murder? That was a completely different story.  Despite his fear, Hansol kept reading, desperate to find out more about this dark side of his roommate…

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Kidoh completely ignored the rain as he swung his heavy broadsword through the air with intense focus.  He performed every move combination he knew before sticking the blade into the ground and sitting down in the middle of the open field.

 

“Hey, I woke up and noticed that you were gone.  I figured you’d be here, everything okay?” Jin asked as he sat down next to Kidoh.

 

“Yeah… I was just thinking… In a few days, all the years of pain and hatred that I’ve felt, will come to an end.  Finally, I can say that I avenged my brother, and made the world a safer place,”

 

“Kidoh… I don’t want you to think that I’m not being supportive, but there is something you need to know.  Revenge, doesn’t solve your problems.  It doesn’t ease the pain at all, if anything it makes it worse… I’m not trying to dictate your actions, I just want to give you the tools to make an informed decision,”

 

“So what are you saying Jin?  Are you saying that they don’t need to be stopped!? That we should just let them get away with their crimes!?”  Kidoh grabbed his sword and began stomping off toward the dorms.

 

“Kidoh! Listen to me!  I’m not saying that we should just let them go; they do need to be stopped.  However, if you kill Xero out of pure vengeance… it won’t heal your wounds,” Jin said, placing his hand on Kidoh’s shoulder.

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Hansol’s eyes fluttered open as the morning sunlight pierced the window.

 

“Hey! I was just about to wake you, we’ve got class in an hour.  Better hurry if you wanna get one of the good showers,” Xero said with a big smile.  He grabbed a towel and headed out of the room.  Hansol shifted a little and his elbow made contact with a strange object; Xero’s journal.  He must have fallen asleep reading it.  He quickly jumped down from his bunk and opened the drawer.

 

“Hey, I forgot my- what are you doing?” Xero’s tone shifted as he re-entered the room.  Hansol quickly put the journal behind his back.

 

“Uh nothing, I was just looking for something,” he replied with a nervous smile.  Xero marched over to him and grabbed his arm, exposing the journal.

 

“You read my journal!? Haven’t you ever heard of privacy!  I can’t believe you’d do something like that!”

 

“Me!? I’m not the one who’s a murderous psychopath!” Hansol blurted out.  Xero’s eyes widened and his jaw dropped.  Tears filled his eyes and he backed away slowly.

 

“Maybe you should find yourself a new roommate Hansol…” Xero muttered as he picked up his deodorant and slammed the door to their room.  Hansol just stood there, not knowing exactly what he should do next.

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DGNA_Forever
#1
Chapter 8: I'm glad that Hansol and Xero made up and can truly understand each other now. I'm also glad that the mind wipe worked, but now Kidoh and Sanggyun aren't happy about it. I feel sorry for Kidoh, having lost so much in his life, but he's scary now...I definitely wouldn't want to be the person who killed Jin. They're going to have hell to pay for that one, when Kidoh finds them.
DGNA_Forever
#2
Chapter 7: Wow...I wasn't expecting that attack and there was so much that happened in it. So many people got injured! It was awesome how Hansol killed one of the attackers and I don't blame him at all. NOW maybe he'll understand how Xero felt when he killed someone on accident, being unable to control his OWN power...
DGNA_Forever
#3
Chapter 6: I feel so bad for Xero! He didn't do it on purpose and I hope that Hansol will soften up some and realize that he's being too harsh. I really liked the training scene, too. It was cool:D.
kpopxanimefan #4
Chapter 7: wait ,what????!!! Jin died????!!!! this is so sad
SuJuEXODude
#5
Chapter 19: Poor Byungjoo. Having missed the fight xP Hansols right. Theyve to quit hiding and come out. Even I am also impressed by the words he had said. So the knights are now with the Order (yey for ToppDogg OT13)! Im so glad that Hansol finally finds somewhere he truly belongs. Well. Off to the sequel!
SuJuEXODude
#6
Chapter 18: Oh my god... I was grasping something so tight when Kidoh was ready to kill to Xero! I thought Hansol was going to use a very powerful spell that would perhaps kill Kidoh. Its a relief that Kidoh finally found out the truth.
SuJuEXODude
#7
Chapter 17: It's been a while since I last commented, so while reading this chapter, my mind was met with flashbacks of the previous chapters. I could imagine Kidoh with glowing, red eyes and a hair like that and I can say he still looks good ^u^ I do hope Kidoh and Hansol wouldnt have to hurt each other that much though :((
DGNA_Forever
#8
Chapter 5: I wonder what Hansol will do now? Maybe he should listen to Byungjoo...and maybe the other guys should stop hounding him about Xero's privacy, when it could be dangerous.
DGNA_Forever
#9
Chapter 4: OMG! I don't know what to think of Xero right now. I feel kind of bad for him, but I won't know how to really feel toward him until later. Hansol really shouldn't have invaded his privacy, though...
DGNA_Forever
#10
Chapter 3: This is exciting. I'm curious about what they will be able to do, and what their unit will mean. I feel sorry for Kidoh, with his brother's death and what he had to do afterward. Poor guy.