Siwon went in the dorm for meeting to his bandmates. Because he didn't talked to them from 1 week because of busy schedule. Siwon walked in the dorm and the Heechul and Leeteuk were looking at him. 'Whaatt!!' Siwon said with widened eyes

'do you know what day is today' Heechul seriously said

He thinks and then said 'wednesday why' confusedly said

Heechul looked at leeteuk 'he doesn't remember leeteuk leave that topic' Heechul annoyingly said and Siwon was looking at them confusedly

'do you remember 1 week ago what was the day do you have any idea' Leeteuk said seriously

Siwon starts thinking for what was the day a week ago 'no there was nothing a week ago' he said bluntly like a week ago there was nothing

Heechul and leeteuk looked at each other 'Do you love ______ or not' Leeteuk honestly said

Siwon suddenly quiet for some seconds and then 'yes i love her so much' Siwon said slowly 'i want to talk with you ____ but i won't be able to talk to you. From deep inside my heart is saying that i just want to pull you in my embrace tightly but i won't be able to see my face to you' Siwon thought and a tear drop fall on his hand but he immediately wiped it.

'you love her then why you didn't wished her happy birthday and do you know what is today. Today is your 1st anniversary It has been a year of your relationship with _______' Leeteuk said and Siwon eyes went wide 'oh no how i forgot her birthday and our anniversary' Siwpn slaps his own forehead.

'i wonder how you forget her birthday and your anniversary and then you say you love her a lot' Heechul annoyingly said

Siwon didn't replied to Heechul. Siwon was lost in his own thoughta and feeling guilty for not wishing you birthday 'I'm so sorry ______ my mind was occupy