Days were passing by Se mi always calls Siwon in her apartment. Siwon didn't have had any other thing to do the only thing is to do spend a night with her. She always blackmail her and then Siwon has to do that disgusted thing with her. He didn't even like it he didn't even say anything because he has a fear of the reputation of his band members and has a fear of that you will leave him. Every day was like a hell for him. And you get really concerned about Siwon. You always worry about him. Because nowadays he was lost in his own thoughts.

Today you are so excited because today is your birthday. Your phone was continuosly beeping from the night. All wished you happy birthday but you are waiting for Siwon to wish you but he didn't wished you.'Why he's not wishing me. I think he is forget my birthday........ no way' you thought looking at the screen of the phone. 'He didn't talk from past 2 days what happened to him i think he is busy' you thought and shrugs your shoulder. You always thought that he's behaving like that nowadays because of tiredness and busy schedule so ignored that

'we didn't even kiss or hug tightly from 2 months' you thought annoyingly.

Siwon dressed himself for go to into the schedule 'I m tired now god she is a disgusting girl she do s** with me like that she is a s** hungry girl. I really don't like it' Siwon thought sadly like he really wants to stop that but he can't

Siwon went in the car. Driver was driving the car. He was looking outside through the window. And his eyes were shining because of the tears. His phone in his hands he was looking at your photo. 'How would I tell you the truth my _______ baby, you know when you say you love me know I love you more' Siwon thought and touched your photo on the screen. 'My life is in hell god please help me' he thought holding back his tears.

You were still waiting for the Siwon's message or call for wishing you the birthday. But he didn't call to you. You have been waiting for his call from the morning and it is evening there was no sign of his message or c