He was waiting for his manager in the parking lot 'what i did yesterday i did s** with her. How i m going to show my face to the ______. I m so sorry _____ i don't know how it is happened. It is hurting in my heart ____. I spent a night with that . I don't know what will be happen in the future. I love you _____ so much' Siwon thought his tears was coming from his eyes continuosly. Like he is helpless he can't do anything. '______ i have a fear that you will leave me wben you know about the truth i don't want to bear this. That girl is blackmailing me i won't able to say these to anyone even to my band members how i am going to face this' he murmered and burst into tears like a helpless human being.

Then his phone rang he saw the caller id your name was flashing. He wipe his tears quickly and clear his face. 'Yeobseyo' he said in a sad voice

'siwon are you ok' you said a little concern

'yes yes i'm ok' he said tried to back in his normal way

'______ i love you' he said that .

'i love you too' You said confusedly

'please don't leave me' Siwon said and was holding back his tears

' i'll never leave you Siwon' You said slowly, wondering what happened to him.

Siwon was trying to hold back his tears but it didn't stop it too long, he sobbed. You heard it 'siwon you are not ok please tell me what happened' you said a little worry about Siwon

'i m ok jagiya i m just little tired from my work' Siwon said

'ok why don't you take some rest' you said in a worry

'hmmm bye i have to go' Siwon said weakly

'bye' you said and hung up the phone

'what happened to you siwon i think maybe he's tired from work' you murmered and shrugs the shoulders

Siwon went in the car and was thinking deeply . 'She loves me a lot and i too. This was my mistake. The biggest mistake in my life. Why i drunk last night. And that girl seriously i never saw this type of girl. Why i started to talk to her. This is all my fault.' Siwon was thinking sadly 'i don't know what to do now my life its like it is stopped if she