The next day, Youngmin was in his lowspirited face. His cheerfulness disappear made you felt uneasy. There was no more joke in the morning or his foolish habit interrupt you. All day he just sat on his seat. You can’t read his expression again. You felt he turned to another people. You can’t concentration on your study and always threw a glimpse at him on each ten minutes. But he just lowered his face *Youngmin, please don’t be like this, be honest to yourself, I’m ready release my heart for your happiness, you don’t know my heart anyway. Believe me , I’m ready*

Bell of lunch break rang

“~~~, come on we’ll go to cafeteria” Minwoo invited. Kwngmin approached you

“Kwangmin, he don’t go?” You pointed at Youngmin. Kwangmin shook his head. You sighed. Next, all of you headed to café. As always there were three seniors on center table.

“Kwangmin, where’s Youngmin?” Jeongmin asked after all of you reached them

“Not in his mood” he replied and took a seat

“Aigooo, this is our girl!” Jeongmin greeted you, you bowed at him

“Come, sit here” he patted the seat next to him, you smiled and sit beside him. Raised the air, Donghyun spoke up

“Woahhh, you’re really good yesterday ~~~!” he praised, you looked at him in dazing

“Aigooo, this innocent girl he was talking about your hot kiss scene!” Hyunseong added made your cheeks heating

“Haha” Minwoo laughed “You looks nicer when you blushed” Minwoo teased, now your face totally red

“You steal his first kiss, chukhae!” Donghyun congrats you and patted your shoulder, he sat beside you

“YAH YAH I bet it was your first kiss too right?” Hyunseong defended, you lowered your face skittered and all of them laughed. Kwangmin stared at you silently *Why am I like this? Why am I feeling uneasy when they chat about their kiss?*

“Guys, what do you want, I’ll order” Kwangmin interrupt

“Oh ya as usual Kwangmin!” Jeongmin told, Kwangmin nodded and got up

“I’ll help you” Hyunseong offered and got up with Kwangmin ordered the food. After finished all of you left the café and got ready headed the class

“Wait the minute” you said and in a hurry bought a box of milk and cheese cake, you brought it in your arms and came back to them

“OMOOO, Are you still hungry ~~~?” Minwoo surprised you got another meal

“Aishh this kid not sensitive!” Donghyun hit his head

“Awww hyuunggg” Minwoo poited as rubbed his head

“For youngmin right?” Donghyun assure you, you nodded sheepishly

“Aigooo, such a good girlfriend” Jeongmin pinched your cheek, you blushed again

“Let me give them to Youngmin” Kwangmin said as grabbed the food on your arms but Hyunseong blocked his hand

“No, No, let her Kwangmin” but you disturbed

“It’s ok, Kwangmin please gave it to him” you smiled, looked at him, he gazed at you but immediately looked away.

“Ok” he simple answered

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The bell rang and school finished. The weather turned bad and dark, after that rain fell heavily *Fiuhhh lucky I bring my umbrella all day* You smiled and glanced at the back. Youngmin already stood up and walked faster to the door *Youngmin?* You looked at Kwangmin, he shrugged. You dropped your shoulder and sighed. Hyunseong, Donghyun and Jeongmin entered your class

“Where’s youngmin?” Donghyun asked as observe the class

“He already left” Minwoo answered, Donghyun sighed

“Ermmm, ~~~, you are his girlfriend now, be you willing to chase him?” Hyunseong suggested, you startled with his sentence you are his girlfriend now and that words ringing on your head. You smiled in a bit shocked *Am I his girlfriend? But I am feeling I’m not* You drooped

“Please take him back, it’s raining outside, maybe just you that can calm his heart” Jeongmin held your hand, you looked at them nervously

“Err, errr” you scratch the back of your head

“Pleaassseeee” Minwoo sang. You breath out and nodded *Ya, they right, by the way, I have something that I must tell to him*. In a rush you walked out from the class start searching his figure *Youngmin where are you?* You your umbrella and left the school. It was torrential rains made you can’t saw clearly

“Youngmin!” You shouted but sounds of rain swallowed your voice. You turned at right and then left *Maybe, he was in the across from this way* You glimpse around there was nobody on that way, so you walked across but in the middle, there’s a motorcycle run on a speed, you startled and your eyes widened

“AAAAAAAA” You screamed clutched your umbrella tightly and closed your eyes, you heard that motorcycle squeak in front of you, you close your eyes hardly *duhh whatever, I give you my soul God, please accept me on Your heaven* You pray but nothing happens on you. You opened your eyes, a motorcycle stooped straight in front of you, no distance between your feet and it’s wheel, you gasped. A guy with black jacket climbed off and approached you. He opened mirror of his helmet

“Gwenchanae?” he asked worriedly, your legs trembling and looked at his eyes

“A-a-a, ya-a I’m fine” you stammered in shock, his eyes widened when he saw you

“You-“ he stopped and gazed at you again. You blinked back at him *OWHH YAAHHH, THIS IS MY FAULT* and in hurry bowed at him

“AHHH, Mianhae, mianhae, It was my mistake” you bowed a couple of times. He chuckled and took off his helmet. This time your eyes widened

“Y-You are the guy that I-“ you pointed at his face. He smiled

“I’m Kikwang, my name is Kikwang” he smiled again you flinched *duhh, he was a bad guy! His looks like a ert, uhmm, yesterday, he was smiling without any reason to me* realized your act he giggled

“Don’t be afraid of me, I’m not a bad guy like you are thought about” *BBWWOOOOHHH? HE CAN READ MY MIND????* You raised your eyebrow and step back

“Are you shaman? Or something like that?” You interrogation and lifted your foot, made a sign that you ready kicked him if he did something strange, he laughed louder *HUH? He’s crazy??*

“It’s ok, it’s ok, btw, we are in the middle of the way now, I’ll go, nice to meet you again, I hope to see you more” he put on his helmet and went on his motorcycle. He ogling at you, you surprised and then he drove off *Gezzzz, such a bad guy heh?* after that you continue walking

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Youngmin was walking around, let the rain hit his body and wetting up all of his thing. He didn’t mind it anymore. *This is my chance to cry, who would know? I’m crying with the sky now* He walked headed to the near park and threw his body at bench languidly. He lowered his head and closed his eyes

“Oppaaa!” Ha Young whimpered, her eyes began teary. *ARRRRGGHHH!!* Youngmin stomped his foot hopelessly *Can I return back the time? My waiting just useless? The only girl I like Ha Young??* Youngmin messed his hair up in stressed *How can I be like this!!* But in a sudden *Ugh? Is the rain stop?* Youngmin opened his eyes and looked up *Umbrella?* he looked at behind and found you covered him, you smiled.

“~~~?” he called your name *Gaahhh, I forgot about her, tsk I know she will angry at me, what kind of man I am?*

“~~~, sit here” he said weakly, obediently you sit beside him. You gazed at him from a side but he didn’t looked at you, just stared at the ground. There was a strange silence between you two, but it was’t awkward at all because the sound of rain accompany you along.

“Y-youngm-“ He cut you off

“I’m sorry ~~~” he more lowered his head “About yesterday, I have made you shock, don’t worry, it was my first time” heard that you blushed, a memory how he kiss you and his expression when he touched your lips came out made you shy and looked the other way

“I-I know” you stammered he glanced at you *She know? Tsk sure she know it, I’m not professional! Youngmin thought* he dropped his shoulder and gazed back at the ground. Slowly you turned at him *Youngminn, I know you faced it really hard alone, just be honest if you don’t like me, don’t force yourself like you care of me. I know you like Ha Young, even though, Ha Young already has a guy, but you still love her right? Three years. It wasn’t a short time. I really proud of you because of that. You can waited for a girl you love that long. From the first time I know you are different, you are good, polite guy, well sometimes you act like a fool, I like that. But it isn’t that I want. I’ll release my heart from you, you still don’t know about that right?*

“Youngmin” you called him

“hmmm?” he responded but didn’t looked at you

“Don’t force yourself” your words made he turned at you. You smiled a little

“Just be honest to yourself” you said but after that lightning flash out followed by a thunder break out made you startled, a bit jumped from your seat. Reflex, Youngmin embrace and pulled your body closer to him. *Ugh, why is her arm wet?* then he looked up at umbrella, more part was on him *This girl? Why is she willing make herself wet?* he looked at you, you looked back and smiled

“I really know who you like so much Youngmin” he bit shocked and looked away, he gulped his saliva to held his tears

“You still like her, you still like Ha Yo-“ you cut off because he put his finger on your lips

“Don’t say her name anymore” he said weakly as stared at you with his teary eyes, your eyes widened *Youngmiinnn, it’s the first I saw you cried! Please don’t do this in front of me* You bit your lips saw him cry made you more sad than before. He put away his finger and looked to the ground, dropping his tears

“Youngminn” you called softly, your chest tightened

“Hug me” he pleaded. You startled. He glimpse at you, you caught his eyes full of sorrow made your heart broke into pieces

“Please hug me just this time” in a hurry, you hugged him. With your other free hand you leaned his head on your shoulder then caresses his head. *Youngminnn please don’t be like this, you made my heart hurt badly. You cried silently with him and thanked the rain. *Youngmin, I’ll be in the same spot to support you, believe me, I’m ready to help you, no need to love me back if you can’t because I love sincerely*

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