“YAAAHHHH! What happen with your face??!!” Youngmin shouted, held your shoulder and shook your body up. You gritted your teeth and looked away but Kwangmin got your eyes. He frowned, stared at you worriedly. Immediately you hide your headband behind your back and looked to the ground. You blinked your eyes many times for not dropped your tears *Don’t cry! Don’t cry ~~~!!*

“What happened with you ~~~!!” Minwoo shrieking looked at your bruised cheeks, each corner of your mouth bleeding and your hair tousled. You gasped and your legs weaken, you trembling. *GOD, don’t let them know, I’m scared, so scared* your mind cried. Your throat tightened, you suffocated because you defend your fear. You aquiver with the presence of them, felt a bit relieve because all of them care of you. Finally your tears fell down *huhuhu I can’t gave them this expression T.T huhuhu* You sobbed and in hurry wiped your tears away with your backhand. Youngmin took your hand away from your face. He gazed at you deeply

“~~~, tell me what happen” he said softly, you glimpse at him, this is the first time you saw his eyes like that *Youngminnn, don’t do this to me T.T * Your chest tightened, you bit your lower lips and arranged your breath then lowered your face

“I-I-lapsed on stairs” you stuttered, your voice vibrated. Kwangmin walked closer to you and squat down in front of you He your knee

“A-ah” you groaned and eschew your foot. Your knee pain badly, blood run into your socks. His eyes widened. In a rush he got up and pulled your hand. He dragged you away from there, you followed him wobbly. You can’t walk properly because of your injuries.

“YAHH, Kwangmin!! Where are you going??” Youngmin yelled when Kwangmin took you away. He run over you and reached your other hands. Made you and Kwangmin stopped all of sudden. Kwangmin turned around at Youngmin, he glared at him panicky

“Don’t you see? Her pain so serious!” Kwangmin snapped made all of them shocked

“What’s wrong with Kwangmin, this is my first time saw him like this” Minwoo whispered at hyunseong, he got his shrugged as a reply. Youngmin motionless of Kwangmin reaction then he sighed

“Let me handle her!” Youngmin said stepped closer to you, unexpected he carry you in bridal style. Your eyes rounded in surprised *BWOOOH??!! W hat is he doing?* All of them shocked saw Youngmin did that. Minwoo’s mouth shape into big O, Kwangmin didn’t blinked. Then Youngmin brought you away but after a few step he stopped and turn around

“You guys back to class first” he shouted from a far then spin around continued walking. They still kept quiet until both of you disappeared

“Woaaahh” Jeongmin broke the silence “Is he already likes her?” he smiled in amazed

“This is my first time saw him like a man!” Hyunseong added

“Yah, yah, are you jealous? Hahaha” Donghyun laughed “We’ll have our own time, just wait!” Donghyun tapped their shoulders. Then walked headed to the class, the rest followed from behind

“Yahh, Kwangmin let’s go!” Jeongmin shouted at Kwangmin which still stood like a stone gazed straight on the spot you’ve disappear. *so you already like her, hyung?*

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“YAHHH, YOUNGMIN LET ME DOWN!!!” you screamed and shook your body anywhere

“YAH YAH YAH, stop rebel at me! You’re heavy!!” he shouted back *please Youngmin, WHY ARE YOU CARING OF ME?? YOU ALREADY HAVE A GIRLFRIEND, HAVEN’T YOU?? WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS TO ME!!* he ignored you and kept walking

“THAT’S WHY JUST LET ME DOWN!” you shouted

“STOP  REBEL OR I’LL DROP YOU TO THE GROUND?!!” He threatened

“JUST DROP ME DOWN, IT’S BETTERR!” You brust into cried *stop your kindness to me Youngmin! I can be with you like this, you already have her, I’m not allowed* You sobbed hard

“Just drop me down” you cried in drooped, you stop your rebel and suffocated *I can’t be with you like this* Youngmin stopped, and let you down slowly *Duhh? Is my grip hurt her?*

“please let me down” you said weakly between your sob, you covered your face. After he let you down, You just stood there, still crying. Youngmin felt stab of guilt *ermm, is she offended because I said her heavy? Duhh, I shouldn’t said that, A girl don’t like that, Gezzzz* He reached over your hand and pulled you into his embrace

“Ssshh, shhh” he calmed you down as caresses your head. Your heart sank *Everytime he hug me, why am I always feel a peace? Why am I feel comfortable in your hug youngmin?*

“Listen to me carefully, this time I forgive you but remember, I’ll watch your action wherever you are. So be aware!”

*NO, I can’t be like this!*

“Ugh, Youngmin!” You pushed his body *please youngmin please release my heart T.T  don’t be like that*

“It’s ok, I understand” he said softly and tightly his hug *You’ll never understand Youngmin, you never understand… my heart toward you*

*I know and I’m sure she felt really scary because of her pain. My omma said the best way for make someone comfort is hug her, there’s none method just hug and keep silent, am I right?, youngmin thought*

 *just this time, please Ha Young, I promise it will be my last time with him, I just want him like this for last, after that I’ll released my feeling toward him, I promise* you cried loudly. Both of you still like that for a moment.  Youngmin hug you until you calm then he separated his body from you. He took your hand placed them around his neck

“Come on, we must treat your pain first” then he carry you in bridal style again

You two went to healthy room. No one there so he treat your pain by himself. He cleaned your blood gentlely from your knee then wounded it. You stared at his seriousness face *Thank you Youngmin, even though I can’t be with you after this, you left a good memory for me*

“Youngmin” You called him

“Uhmm?” he raised his eyebrow, not looked at you because he was busily bandaged your knee

“Why are you willing do this to me?” your question made he looked up at you

“Why? Forbidden?” you smiled a little and he smiled back at you

“Of course because you are my friend and my tutor!” he replied cheerfully as tapped your knee right in your pain

“AAAAAAAA” you screamed when his palm landed correctly. He startled because of your loud voice, immediately put his hand away

“OMOOO! Mianhae, mianhae! I forgot your pain! I’m sorry!” he took another cotton and caresses your knee

“Duhhh, how can you don’t see?” you murmured and blew your pain waving away the hurt *GAHHHHH, You always like that Youngmin tsk sometimes I curious how can I fall for a dorky guy like you tsk tsk, you don’t even do one thing in right way*

“Naahh~ finish!” he stood up and clapped his hands. You glimpse at your knee, all of them already in bandage perfectly *Yeahh, maybe this time he was good ^^ *

“In other time watch your step so you didn’t stumbling again” he smiled you nodded obediently, your heart hurt a little *As if you know what was the real happening to me Youngmin* You swallowed your saliva hardly

“I’ll go to class first, if you get better, back to class soon ok?” he waved at you and headed the door. You forced a smile then his figure disappear behind the wall

“Thank you Youngmin” you whispered *it was third and the last you save me and the last time for me to say thank you for you, maybe* then your tears flew down

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“Ommaa, I’m home” you shouted and walked in to your house. Your omma was in the living room, watching the tv

“Oh honey” she turned at you and in a sec she stood up in shock “OHH God!! WHAT DID HAPPEN WITH YOU??” your omma screamed and approached you

“ I was lapsing on the stairs” you answered weakly, you guess your omma would like that.

“Come on, I’ll-“ you cut your omma

“I’m ok omma, look, all of them already wounded right?” you showed your legs and forced a smile. Your omma blinked and nodded in fluster

“I’m tired omma, I’ll go upstair ok?” your omma still gazed at your pain, you called her louder for got back her consciousness

“Oh-eh ya, if you need something, just called omma, I’ll go up, ok?” she caresses your cheek. You smiled and headed to your room.

You threw your body to your bed, sighed. Then you sit again. Slowly you pulled your skirt up and saw your tights bruised badly. You winced *euwwhh, I don’t know, it looks like this* eerily you rubbed it *AAAHH* you bit your lip and tears came out again. You wiped your tears and sook something from your bag then took it out *My headband.. my first headband.. How can you do this to me Ha Young? This headband has no problem with you* You cried silently made your chest tightened. You sobbed hard *this all happen because of my egoistic, I should stop my feeling to Youngmin, Ha Young was right I wasn’t in the right way, they loved each other but I have destroyed them, Haven’t I? Arghhh I hate myself!! I hate myself because love somebody that already has a girlfriend!* You sighed * bye Youngmin thanks for everything* Then you collapse your body to the bed closed your eyes, let your tears wetting your cheek.

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The next day you ignored Minwoo invitation went to Cafetaria,you lied to him that you wanna go to library and he understand. You tried avoid Youngmin too, wherever he was, you tried not in the same place and if he coming across you, you chose another way. If he tried joke around in the morning, you always went away from there as fast as you can. That day you spread much falsehood. *Pssttt, what’s wrong with her now? Were the pain destroyed her mind?? Youngmin thought*

The bell of Lunch break rang, in a rush you walked out from the class. You made your way to the library but in the middle, you change your mind and headed to the rooftop. Memory how Ha Young torture you flash out made you reached the place where you kneeled down

“Ohh, it is my blood, isn’t it?” You gazed down and brushed it away with your shoes. You tried to erase it but you can’t. that blood already dried *Duhh* you brush it hardly

“What are you doing?” you startled and looked up. It was Kwangmin

“K-Kwangmin?” you stuttered, in a hurry stepped your foot, covered the spot of your blood

“Why are you here? I guess you were in cafeteria right now” you gasped

“Why? Forbidden?” he asked you back *ugh? Why it sounds familiar?*

“Why are you willing do this to me?” your question made he looked up at you

“Why? Forbidden?” you smiled a little and he smiled back at you

“Of course because you are my friend and my tutor!” he replied cheerfully as tapped your knee right in your pain

Your throat tightened *Why am I still remember him? ~~~, YOU SHOULD FORGET!* you shook your head

“You too, you should be in the library right now” he gave you needled smile. You gasped and lowered your face. He chuckled. Then you two headed to usual corner and sit there. As always Kwangmin didn’t speak anything. His sight jut flew onto the bright sky. You enjoyed that silence and closed your eyes. Didn’t realized Kwangmin saw at you. He smiled and gazed at your face *Well, all the bruise on her face already vague. I wonder, Was she really falling on the stairs, if true why is she getting many pain on her body? It’s just bit abnormal* then he moved his direction on your foot, checked your knee, unintentionally your skirt attracted up a bit, he wanna arrange it but stopped all of sudden *Gosshhh, what is that?* he pulled your skirt higher and found your tights bruise badly *WHAT THE HELL WITH THESE?? How can she get that bruise??* Kwangmin eyes widened but you made a movement so he pulled back his hand. You opened your eyes and caught Kwangmin’s eyes

“ Ohh, Kwangmin, I’m sorry, I think I fell asleep” you stretched your hands out and yawned. He gave you bitter smile *~~~, are you lying to us? What was it you hiding from us actually?* then he threw a glimpse at your head

“Hmm, I think you keep well that headband” he glanced at your headband. Your eyes widened

“Oh-hehe of course” you smiled nervously *Duhh, he shouldn’t see this*

“But-“ he touched your headband, there’s something attract his attention then he pulled it. You didn’t have time to hamper him because his movement was so speed. Then he observe it

“it is broken, isn’t it?” he turned at you. You scratched the back of your head

“I’m sorry Kwangmin,it because I fell yesterday” you lied avoid his eyes contact. He sighed weakly *I know you’re lying about this ~~~, why is it too obvious to me know you are lying? Tsk this girl*

“Well, this thing don’t useful anymore” he was about throw it but you held his hand.

“please noooo, I put many effort on this, cautiously wrapped a tape around” you mumbled and on fast snatched it from him

“Nah still look nice right?” you placed that on your head and smiled happily *Why is your act make me suffocating huh? You’re pretend act happy aren’t you?*

“Ok, up to you” he replied and then looked away

The bell rang

“Come on Kwangmin back to class” you invited him as got up

“You go first” he answered, you blinked in understand and dusted off your skirt

“Kurom” you bowed at him, he gave you slightly nod. Then you walked away. From behind Kwangmin watched your back until you disappear then he got up. Walked back to the first place he met you some time ago. He squat down and found your spot blood *So this is which you want erase in struggle? If you fall in the stair, so why is your blood flew onto here*

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